Drawn to Art {Art Book 3}// Completed

Mini Rant - School

Feel free to skip this chapter if you want, it's just me complaining about the stress from school.

Okay so, just finished studying for a science test. We did this exact same thing last year. Why are they making us d it again? You're probably like "If you did it last year than you should know it all already!!"
No. They don't teach it well. I don't understand anything. It doesn't help that everything is in French.

School is supposed to teach you stuff, but all it's taught me is how to survive a mental breakdown three times a week, how to fake a smile and happy attitude, and how to live on little sleep. I get stressed enough from anxiety and stuff at home, I don't need school to keep piling on me.

School shouldn't make me want to cry. School shouldn't make me want to hide in the corner of my room. School shouldn't make me feel sick.

It's nothing specific, like a bullying problem. In fact, I wish it was a bullying problem. That would be a lot easier to handle. But It's everything. The work. The high expectations. The forced smiles and social interactions. The work the teachers can't bother to teach us so they tell us to do it at home and expect us to figure it out.

Yes, school can be fun, and the stuff we learn can be interesting and helpful, but WHY do I have to memorize the parts of cells when all I want to do in life is draw, and animate, and write? Why do I have to learn how to calculate the air of a triangle when I never plan on using that knowledge? When am I forced all of this useless information when I just don't care?

Also side note, why tf is it SO HOT HERE? It never gets hot where I live? But suddenly? It's? Burning hot? Every? Day? It's 22° right now h e l p