ᴊøøɴɪε ᴘøv:
*Texting with Adenia* (Namjoon's hoe ig...) (IK... He's cheating on his wife... Pabo; lustful angel...)ɴᴊ: Hay~
A: Hay is for horses.
ɴᴊ: What is "Hey" for then?
A: It's used as a greeting.
ɴᴊ: Lol
A: U comin 2nite tho?
ɴᴊ: Yeh... 😏
A: Really? Or are u gonna not show?
ɴᴊ: I'm coming, don't worry. ❤️
A: Mhm...
ɴᴊ: G2g. Bye~
A: Yep... Kk.ᴊøøɴɪε ᴘøv: I look on the desk right next to my bed and grab the piece of the mirror I broke when I was with my number one girl in the U.S. 'I promised her I wouldn't cut myself as long as we're together. Missing her has become too much on me.' The people who know I cut myself tell me I'm stupid for cutting over a girl, but... She's not just a girl; she's the girl. Ever since she's been gone, I've had a new girl to be with every night. I just want someone to hold. If love isn't here next to me, I see this as reasonable. I know I told BTS no more girls, but I'm the biggest hypocritical liar you'll ever meet. I'm unloyal, untrustworthy, unhappy, promiscuous, licentious, and most of all... Over desperate.
Yes... I'm still fully in love with her, but... Why waste time? She's probably never gonna come back anyways. 'I wonder if Ashley's down for tomorrow.' I smirk, putting the piece of glass against my wrist, but I stop... Seeing my reflection. 'Wish I could love myself, wish I didn't have to see this monster, wish I could have my number one... I wish me, I wish me, baby. Wish I could choose me. The real me.' "Why do I always stop when I'm so close?! Why do I ruin everything?! Why must I think of you every day, hour, minute, second and breath?!" I shout, squeezing the piece of the mirror in my clenched fist tightly and using that same arm to cover my teary complexion.
ᴊᴋ ᴘøv: I slam the door open quickly and ask Y/N, "Where does your boss's fat ass sit all day?" I'm mad that this dick cunt would hurt my girl this much. "This way... Follow me." She replies, walking through a door, down a hallway, then she stops at a door, and says, "His office is in here." I nod, walking in. Her boss says, "Good evening, sir. How may I help you?" "By getting my gir- I mean... My best friend's job back." I say. 'I don't want the world to know we're dating... She's a secret.' "Who?" He asks. "Y/N, sir." I answer. "I regret firing her. Bring her to me. I have a business proposition for her." He says. I nod, then walk over to the door, open it, tell her to come in, then close it behind her.
"I'm giving you a promotion, Y/N." He says. "Where to?" She asks. "Boss... Well technically owner. Coffee shop is yours. I yelled at you this morning because I just found out I have a month left to live. Stage 4 brain cancer. Congrats and good luck. Take good care of it. You start in 2 days. For now, until I clean out my office, you can take a break. It was nice to meet you." She stands there, astonished, but manages to shake his hand and say, "Yes, sir. Thank you. Nice knowing you too." She smiles. He turns to me, "Never got your name, son." I hold out my hand, "Jeon Jungkook." He shakes my hand and says, "Nice meeting you. I'm Kim Hyunsoo." I nod once with a smile, then I say, "C'mon, Y/N. Let's go." She smiles, nods, and waves bye to her boss.
We get outside and go to the car, then get in. Jay closes my door then gets in the driver's seat. After a few seconds of driving in silence, he asks, "So... How'd it go?" I reply, "She got promoted to owner." "Really?! Congrats, girl!" He says. She smiles and says, "Thank you." "Let's get her to that hotel by Big Hit, Jay. Someone broke into her house earlier. I don't want her there." I say, pulling my wallet out of my right back pocket. "Yes, Mr. Jeon." He says.
I count out all the money that was in my wallet and give it all to her. "Pay for just this one night and get some clothes with the extra amount. There should be plenty of excess. I'll visit everyday... Just... Don't come to me. You'll be in danger. Call me or text me and I'll be here within seconds. When you get the room, tell me the room number and floor it's on." She smiles and nods, then says, "Thank you, Kookie." She then leans in and our lips meet for a few seconds, until Jay lets her out. "Bye, Y/N. Goodnight." I say, lovestruck. She giggles, "Good night, Kookie." Jay closes the door after she walks away. He gets in and drives us to Big Hit.
"Jay... You know NOTHING about me and Y/N. Right?" I ask. "Who's that?" He asks. I roll my eyes and he chuckles. I say, "Night, Jay." "Night, Kook." He says, doing the secret handshake with me. I walk into Big Hit, up the stairs, then on the first flight up, I stop, close my eyes, smile and fall back into my bed. With the same smile, I walk out of my room to yelling and fighting. My smile fades. "When is it enough, guys?" I ask in a normal tone, but inside I'm annoyed. Everyone stops. "Kook~" Namjoon says, drunkly, coming towards me and wraps an arm around me, then says, "Ma boi... Ma buddy."
"What?" I ask. "Well... This." He says, holding up a small glass tube with green liquid in it. "Why do I want that?" I ask. "To drink." He says. "No." I say. "Why not?" He asks. "Because." I say. He asks, "Why no-" "You have 5 seconds to let go of me or I'll throw you against the wall and beat the shit out of you."
"The fuck's wrong with you?" He asks, abiding my command. I respond, "Sick of it. Where's everybody at? Why does Jin look pissed off? Why is Hobie wearing so much black? Did he rob the bank...?" Jimin says, "Well... Yoongi brought Tae to the hospital. Jin and Tae got in a fight. Again. Jin slammed a beer bottle on the top of Tae's head, so Yoongi slammed a bottle of BTS over Jin's face." I ask Jin, "Why did you fight him in the first place?" "I was drunk..." He replies, then continues, "I don't remember any of this." "YEAH RIGHT!!! FUCKING LYZE!!!" Jimin shouts suddenly. "Nuh-uh." Jin protests. They start arguing again.
"Why are you so quiet, Hobi?" I ask. "I'M NOT FUCKING LYING!!!" Jin shouts at Jimin. "FUCKING BET, JIN!!!" Jimin says. "SHUT YOUR FUCKING MOUTHS!!!" I yell louder than them. "Sorry." Jimin says. "Why are you being so quiet, J-Hope?" I ask. "Single life sucks." He says. "You want Adenia tonight?" Namjoon offers. "Who the fuck is Adenia? Are you not married anymore?" I ask. "Well... A friend... Heh." He says with a grin. "Yeah right. You're a desperate horny toad." Jimin says. "OOOOOHHHHH~~~!!!!" Jin says. "You just need some ice on your wrist so you look happier when you're pissed. Especially for that burn, someday you'll have to learn." J-Hope says, walking away.
"After all I've done for you little shit." Namjoon says to Jimin. "Did what? Fucked Jin's girlfriend?" Jimin asks. Jin has tears in his eyes, followed by a fist to Namjoon's face. Namjoon falls back. Jin adds, "You worthless, stupid, no-good, shit face, piece of-...... Ass! I fucking hate you." Namjoon rubs his nose then has blood on his hand as Jin storms off to his room. I hold out my hand to help him up. Once standing, he says, "Come with me to my room." I nod.
I follow Namjoon and get my pack of tissues out of my jacket pocket, then hand one to him. "Thanks, Kook." He says, putting it against his nose and unlocking his room door. After we both enter, he closes the door. I ask, "What do you need, Hyung?" "This." He pulls the small glass tube with BTS in it out of his pocket and sets it on his desk, he then says, "Here." He throws a pill bottle to me then says, "It's for headaches or similar pains... It's like Advil I guess." "Thanks. I've been looking for this kinda stuff." I smile and take 3 pills. "Yeah. No problem." He says, looking down.
"What's wrong?" I ask. He hugs me and says,"Thanks for being the only person sticking by me during these hard times." "No problem, Hyung." I say, hugging him back. He breaks the hug and ruffles my hair then says, "Get to your room before Hobi snaps." I nod and take a step back, into my room. I smile and lay on my bed. "You got Y/N a promotion today, Kook." I say, talking to myself. "A love letter would be nice. Just not to give to her... More like a diary." I get up and get a piece of paper to begin writing.
*ғʟᴀsʜʙᴀᴄᴋ øvεʀ* So that's what it's been like up until now. I have decided to write her sweet love letters.
(You may think this story is almost over... But... This is only the beginning...)
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Fanfiction✅[COMPLETED]✅ ?[EDITING IN PROGRESS]? This is kind of a twist in my Wings saga. There is so much to explain in my story, but the point here is Kookie falls in love with a girl when BTS's Kim Namjoon tells BTS that girls are breaking them, he makes...