도서 1 | Arguing With Yoongi

arguing with yoongi | 하나

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Suddenly, Yoongi appeared behind your back with another coffee mug in his hand. He looked at you, coldly.

"What are you doing here, Y/N?" asked him. His voice still same, emotionless and heartless.

He went straight into the room and sat on the chair. You followed him behind and sat on the couch which near to his work spot. You tried to look on his face. He looked so tired and his eyebags literally went darker than usual.

"Did you sleep last night, Yoongi-ah?" you asked him back, worried.

"Don't bother me with your stupid question, Y/N,"

His eyes still focused on the computer. Honestly, you felt offended with his answer. But he is who he is. You dated Yoongi, a famous rapper from Kpop idol group yet he is a cold and heartless person. But that's not a personality that you fall in love with. He still have positive vibes in him but he didn't show it much.
"Yoongi-ah..." you called his name, with your soft voice.

But he didn't give any reaction towards you. His eyes still on the computer. You started to feel mad because this was not the first time he treated you this way.

You stood up and tried to gather all your breath. This time, this moment, you gonna blown it all to Yoongi, asking him what you had done wrong in his eyes. You walked closely to him and now you are beside him leaning your body at the desk.

He changed his sight from the computer to you, giving his usual death stare look. You actually didn't ready to get in fight with him cause you knew he's going to win anyways.

"What do you want Y/N? Can't you see that I'm busy right now?" he said leaning his body back with his crosses arms.

"I, urmm.. I actually, urmm.. no.. I want..," you stuttered didn't know what to say as he keep looking at you, coldly.

"What do you want to say actually, Y/N?! Please don't waste my fucking time!" he said, shouted at you loudly. He threw his file on the table, hard and make you shocked a little bit.

No he didn't. What he said just now? Did he just cursed at you? Woo it was a first time he said the F word in front of you. But it doesn't matter to you. What's matter was he just shouted at your face. Your heartbeat like stopped for a while. What was this feeling? You felt your heart like scrunching inside. You felt wanna cry at that moment but you didn't want Yoongi to see it. To see the weak you. Y/N, please be strong and said what you gonna have to say. If not, the problem won't settle by itself.

"What is wrong with you actually? Why you treat me this way? Am I a toy to you? You treat me well if you want me, and now you just going to throw me if I'm no longer use to you, huh? Tell me, Yoongi! If you had changed your feelings, then tell me!" you shouted at him back, and the tears keep falling down real quick.

He still looked at you with his death look. Wahh, this guy really didn't have any feeling. You stared at him back with your red eyes, asking for his explanation. You really didn't care how worse you look in front of him and how crazy he thinks you might be now.

"You're a toy?" he laughed out of sudden.

"You're a toy? Oh God!" he repeated it again with his evil laugh.

"You're a toy or I'm a toy to you, Y/N?!" he then stood up and looked at you fiercely, making you moved a step back.

"What.. what do you mean urm, Yoongi-ah," you felt so afraid right now. He can do anything if he's in mad including hurting you.

"What do you mean you say? HAHAHA! You think I didn't know that you cheated on me, huh!"

Okay what he just said right now? You cheated? No way! You never cheated on him because he's the only one that you love.

"I? Cheated? On you? What's nonsense is this Yoongi? I never did that! Oh god Yoongi please," you said trying to convince him.

"BULLSHIT!" he cursed at you loudly.

"You thought I didn't know that you went out with Jackson huh? If you love him so much, why don't you just go to him!" he said still in shouting voice.

Jackson? What? When you went out with him? Wait! Yeah, you did! But it's not call dating. You went out with him cause he needed your help. Oh god Yoongi-ah! Both you and Yoongi are close friends to Jackson. Why he need to be jealous with Jackson?

"Wait, it can be explain Yoongi,"

"Now you wanna give me your stupid excuses right, Y/N," he smirked.

"Why don't you trust me? Me and Jackson are nothing, never more than a friend," you begged him to hear your explanation first.

Suddenly he reached his phone that on the desk. You looked he keep scrolling his phone. Seriously Yoongi? This time, this moment, he rather focused on some useless thing than his own relationship. But then he passed down his phone to you. You looked at the phone and it was a picture of you and Jackson at the cafe. Both you and Jackson were smiling and that picture did showed us different meaning. Ahh was this make Yoongi treated you this way?

"Yeah it's true that I went out with Jackson. But it's not like you thought Yoongi. How come I'm dating him? He knows I'm your girlfriend Yoongi. Just please trust me, I never cheated on you," begged you with non-stop tears keep falling down.

"Y/N, don't be such a drama queen. Just told me the real story!" he shouted again and suddenly he took the coffee mug, threw it on the floor.

You're so suprised what he just did. You looked at the broken pieces of mug on the floor. You felt so afraid right now, thinking it might hit you next time.

"What now you become mute already?" smirked him.

Why he's so cruel today. You really feels unmotivated right now. You're so weak right now, tired of fighting, tired crying and tired to face the heartless Yoongi.

"Yoongi-ah" your weak voice calling his name. He just looked at you coldly as usual.

"The truth is, the stupid excuse like you say is, Jackson is dating my sister. You never knew it because you always busy and never give a shit what happens to the people that around you. And on that day, we just went out to give her suprise gift because she will graduating soon. The picture was taken before my sister even arrived yet. Who ever took this picture is, just say to her or him to stay a little longer," you said weakly.

You didn't want to see Yoongi face right now because your heart was very hurt. For you, Yoongi is no difference with other guys, who like to show his strength and never use his mind. Slowly you moved your feet forward, wanted to get out from this studio, this house and his life.

"Y/N!" he screamed your name and..

"Auchh,"

You looked down and you saw the blood keep flowing out from your feet. You stepped on the broken mugs that Yoongi just threw. Yoongi touched your shoulder, trying to move you away from the broken mug spot.

"Don't touch me!" you said, pushed him away.

Seriously you have no feeling for him right now. You already became like him, cold and heartless. Your heart way more hurt than your feet right now. You took out the glass pieces from your feet and continue walking. Yoongi who stood by, speechless and guilty at the same time. How could he doubted you this way? You knew your relationship with him just 3 months old but we need to trust each other because it's the important thing to succeed a relationship.

Yoongi who very regretful right now, trying every chance to win your heart back. Everyday he sends you flower to your office with some lovely quotes and the 'sorry' word that he never misses. At home, he tried to cook for you and doing some chores if he has a free time. Sometimes he knocked your door at night just to make sure that you're okay because he knew that you afraid to sleep alone. But you still treated him like he used to treat you.

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