도서 1 | Arguing With Yoongi

arguing with yoongi | 두

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It's already a month after that incident happened and you didn't communicate with Yoongi at all. Even though he asked for your forgiveness like thousand times a day, you still didn't want to accept it. For you, the way he treated you was very unacceptable. And now it's been 2 weeks Yoongi been away from home. But it doesn't mean that he already gave up to win your heart back. He still send your flowers everyday with the word 'sorry' that he never misses. Yoongi was so busy with his tight schedule and concert tours until he didn't have a chance to back home. But he still care about you. He even asked your sister to accompany you at night to make sure you are safe.

Today was a hectic day for you at work. Your job as journalist is very challenging and it's not very easy to satisfy your higher-ups. All your articles were keep rejected by your boss today. Luckily, you took a day off tomorrow by making sick excuse. You really really need a rest.

"Ahh, I want to sleep for the whole day tomorrow!" you mumbled by yourself and opened your house's door.

Your home was feel very lonely without Yoongi's presence. Sometimes you didn't even know what to do in this big house alone. Why he need to buy this kind of condo? Like it's just two people who live in it. You went to the couch and laid your body down. You are very tired right now. Your whole body were in pain. You stared at the ceiling.

What would Yoongi do right now? You wondered how he was in Japan with other BTS members. Did he eat well there? When he will come back home? Its already 3 days he didn't text you. Even tho you never replied him, but still he will send you messages, telling you every single things that he gone through everyday. What had happened to him now? Suddenly your phone vibrated. Is it from Yoongi? You quickly grabbed your phone from your handbag. The smile on your face drastically changed after knowing it was a message from your sister. She said that she can't stay at your home tonight. Hmm, never mind. You can sleep with your light on.

As you're so tired, you went to sleep right away without getting a shower. The clock showed that it's already 8pm. Hmm, you sleep early tonight as there's nothing to do anymore and you have no interest to watch tv or doing anything relaxing stuff. Sleeping is better!

A few hours later...

What's time is it now? Why your room in the dark? You thought that you keep your light on when you're going to sleep. As your hands keep searching the phone in the dark, suddenly you feel like someone moving on your bed. Who is it? Is it a thief? OMG! OMG!

What I'm going to do right now?

Then suddenly you felt a hand grabbed your waist from behind. You're so shocked and really want to scream right now but what if the thief had something with him that could kill you. You didn't brave enough to open your eyes and make any move. You tried to act that you're still sleeping.

COME ON, THINK Y/N! THINK! WHAT YOU'RE GONNA TO DO RIGHT NOW?

So you decided to turn around and facing the thief and kicked him down from the bed.

ONE! TWO! THREE!

There you go! You kicked him with your eyes still closed. Then suddenly you heard a familiar voice.

"Y/N! OH GOD! Why you kicked me?"

The light on. You saw Yoongi stood up in front of you. His hand on his waist. Guess he's in pain right now.

"Why you in my bedroom?" you asked him.

"You mean OUR room?"

He then walked close to you and sat on the bed. His eyes keep looking at you while holding your arms.

"I miss you," said Yoongi with his romantic voice and gummy smile.

You quickly took away your hands off. How dare he touched you! You're still bitter with his attitude.

"Miss you, your face!" you smirked at him.

Automatically, his smile die when he heard that coming from your mouth. You stood up and went out from your bedroom. He followed you behind.

"I had apologize to you like a hundred times, Y/N. Can you just forgive me? Why you need to overreacting such a small issue?" he said.

You just smiled hearing what he said just now. Small issue? He thinks that is a small issue to him? So in his life, you just a small little tiny part only for him.

"Because you will keep repeating it, Yoongi-ah. You never learn your mistake! This is not the first time we fighting. I'm so done with you and your anger!"

Yoongi was speechless right now. You attacked him with that words like a machine gun. You can see that he already pissed off with you.

"You treated me well when you need me, when you feel alone and bored, when you want someone to play with. I'm your girlfriend, Yoongi! Not your maid, that need to come when you ask to and go when you didn't want it anymore. I have a heart too, Yoongi!" said you again, trying to hold your tears.

You looked at him that stood in front of you, looking at you with no expression. You waited for his reaction. But no! He's just silent. You're very disappointed with him right now. Seeing him like that, with no efforts to surrender and just making you more look so useless to him.

"I think it's better that we break up, Yoongi. There's no hope anymore for us. I can't live with a person like you, not for the rest of my life," said you with your soft voice.

Yoongi looked so shocked after hearing that statement coming out from your mouth. He walked close to you and grabbed your arms.

"No you can't! I don't want to break up with you. Y/N, I love you! Sincerely I do! I promise you that I will change, Y/N! Just please don't leave me. You're the only one that I love," begged him with his serious face.

You took your hands off from him and stared at him with your death look. Promise? This is the thousands time he keep promise to you. But what happens? Nothing! He never changed!

You moved your feet a step back and turn around. Right now, this time, this moment, you're ready to leave him, to leave this house and to leave this miserable life. You really really don't want to see him anymore.

"Where are you going, Y/N?"

Yoongi followed you outside the house. He keep blocking your ways to the elevator and said a thousand times to not to leave him. You keep pressing the elevator button but it didn't coming out.

You're so done with Yoongi and the elevator at that moment won't cooperate with you. At last, you decided to start running heading to the emergency stairs. Yoongi tried to chase you but you ran faster than him and he can't catch you.

You keep running down the stair and never look back. You knew he's behind you but you rather out from this building forever and never see him again

"Y/N!" you just heard him calling your name for several times.

Suddenly, you heard a loud sound like someone just fell down hard on the floor. You stopped running and look back. You saw Yoongi laid on the floor, weakly looked at you.

"Y/N, please don't leave me..." he said. His arms trying to reach you but you just stood like a statue, still can't believe what just happened in front of your eyes.

Your tears keep falling down seeing Yoongi with his bleeding head yet trying to stop you from leaving him. You saw blood keep flowing out from his head to the floor. And then suddenly, he slowly closed his eyes. You automatically panicked what just happened now! No! No! No! Don't tell me that you're already gone!

"Yoongi-ah! Yoongi-ah! Please don't die. I'm so sorry. Yoongi-ah wake up! Wake up! Oh God, what have I done," you shake his body but he didn't give any reaction. He just laid on your lap, silently and peacefully face.

"YOONGI-AH!!!" you screamed his name as loud as you can but still he won't open his eyes.

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TO BE CONTINUED

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