Lifesaver

Chapter 21

Joanna's POV

The living area was silent and filled to capacity with awkwardness.

Fiona sat just motionless, staring at her phone.

Being the Nosy Nelly I am, I moved next to her.

And just as I suspected, she was staring at a picture on her and Niall in front of Buckingham Palace.

That was a good day....

**Flashback**

"Guys, there's Buckingham Palace!" Louis screamed next to me, making me laugh.

"Yes, thank you Lou, we can see." Liam rolled his eyes.

"Now, be honest, what so you think would happen if I screamed 'GUESS WHO WON THE REVOLUTION, PEASANTS?!' " Fiona said.

I laughed and high-fived her.

"You guys got lucky on that," Zayn laughed.

"No! We won fair and square!" I called back.

"Yeah right," Harry rolled his green eyes.

"Okay! Just shut up about that war that happened so so long ago! Let's just please have fun?" Danielle groaned.

"Fine. BUT GO MURICA!" Fiona and I called as we ran up and down the rainy sidewalks.

"GOD BLESS AMERICA! HOME SWEET HOMEEEEEESEEEEEE-" Fiona was singing the National Anthem at the top of her lungs until Niall ran up and kissed her, shutting her up.

"Just shut up," Niall muttered. "Gladly." I whispered back.

After a second or two, we both pulled back, laughing with everyone.

"OKAY! PICTURE TIME!" one of them yelled and Niall and I stood next to each other and smiled.

They took the pictures, or pictures.

Wow, could my life get an better?

**Flashback Over**

Apparently, at the time, I had no idea what could go wrong.

Or what would go wrong.

A slamming door caught me out of my daze, then I realized that Perrie and Demi had left.

"Why did they leave?" my voice was depressingly quiet.

Can a voice be depressingly quiet?

If so, then that's why my voice tone is now.

"They, uh, were tired. Ya know..." Danielle responded.

"Gotcha, well I'm gonna head to bed now. Night guys."

++ 4:30 AM ++

I need to stop whining over him.

Crying over him.

Thinking about him.

Loving him.

No, what I really need is to go to sleep.

Maybe if I just close my eyes...

I need to finish this.

What I said at the hospital didn't finish it.

It just continued it.

I need to finish the mess I started.

Grabbing my phone, I blinked away a few tears.

After my phone was unlocked, I went to Messages.

I typed quickly,

"I'm sorry for this.

And right now, I'm finishing it.

I'm doing something that I should've done a long time ago.

Niall, I love you.

But I'm so so so so sorry.

Goodbye."

"And SEND." I whispered quietly to myself.

Then, the wonderful power of sleep that can just make you lose yourself for a while, tool over.

And I would never admit this, but I just wish that I could stay asleep.

Not forever, but only for a little while.

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

(A/N)

K so, idk if you all liked it but I did.

It was sad yet... I don't even know...

My emotions on this chapter:::::::::

:(:)

Oh, and go read my new Harry story,'Infinity'!

Right, so keep Voting and Commenting!!!!

Love you all!

Until the next chapter,

Fiona xoxo