Broken

explain to me!

i want you to explain to me why you did this to me ?!

why you promised me in the beginning and then you broke your  promise ?!

why you said those stuff to me while you didn't mean them at all ?!

why and why and why ??!

why did you love to see me , hurt , fragile , hopeless , helpless , insecure , and most of all heart broken ?!

you said i can trust you and that you won't betray me or hurt me or either break me !

but you did , yes you did ! 

and you didn't care even !

I've cried a lot , I've hurt a lot , but yet I've gotten up and I've tried to build my self up again .

I thought life would stop without you , but i was wrong ! You know why ?!

because by doing this you taught me how to be more strong , more careful , more braver , and above all , you taught me that i'm more important than anyone else , you taught me that I've got a lot of things to look after , that I've got family and friends even if your not there for me , because they will always be there for me whenever i need them .

And now look at me , I've changed to a better person and this all is because of you .

I always thought that the people we love , will change us to worse or better , and it's up to us to choose if we want to be a better person or the opposite .

do you know that I've stopped believing in true love , because before i used to live in a world full of true love , just like fairy tales .

But then this concept of true love has changed , and I've started to see the reality world in which true love didn't exist .