Save Me -> Kim Taehyung

Chapter 25: Waiting

A/N: This is unedited, so sorry for any spelling or grammar mistakes.

"I'm stealing my girlfriend, hyung," Taehyung tells Yoongi. Relcutantly, Yoongi lets me go and Taehyung motions for me to go to him. I move over a little since he is sitting next to me anyways. He hugs me and I bury my face in his chest. "Shhh," Taehyung hushes as he rubs my back.

I stop crying soon because I have no more tears to cry and pull away from Taehyung. "Guys, can we go now," I ask. The boys know that I'm asking if we can go to the hospital and they all nod. "Yeah. Let's go," Jin says and we all get up. As we walk through the hall there is a lot of commotion because of the sudden arrival of the cops and the ambulence, but we ignore all of it and leave the school. Hoseok gets two taxi's and we all slipt up since we won't all fit into one.

Taehyung, Jimin, and Jungkook go in one with me while Jin, Hoseok, Yoongi, and Kai go in the other. Jimin asks them to take us to the hospital and we pull away from the school. I look down at my lap and stay quiet the entire ride. The boys exchange worried glances, but don't say anything because they know I won't respond.

We get to the hospital quickly and we all get out. I trail behind the guys a little as we walk inside. I can hear Jin and the other three ask Jimin, Jungkook, and Taehyung questions about me since none of them are really good at being quiet.

"Is she okay," asks Yoongi. "She hasn't said anything since we left the school," Jimin answers. "I'm worried about her. If she is blaming herself and something happens-," Jin trails off. "I know hyung, but I'm not letting that happen," Taehyung says.

I can't blame Jin for being worried. I'd be lying if I said that I wasn't blaming myself for what happened. I know Namjoon told me not to, but if I hadn't gone up there he wouldn't have needed to save me and this never would've happened. But I push those thoughts to the back of my mind for the moment and more concern for my brother fills their place as we near the hospital's entrance.

We walk into the all too familiar hospital and go up to the front desk. We ask if there is any news about Namjoon and the nurse behind the desk says no. I feel a little bit relieved because that means he's probably still alive, but it doesn't guarantee it will stay that way.

"Let's go sit down," Jin says," We might be here for a while." We all listen and take seats in the waiting room. I look around and see doctors and nurses rushing from place to place as more injured patients come into the emergency room. I try to relax and calm down, but start to feel even more restless than before.

I can't just sit here and wait, hoping and praying, that my brother will be okay. After a while I start the feel like I'm suffocating in this waiting room. I finally get to the point where I can't stand to be in there anymore and leave. I walk outside, hoping the fresh air will help, and sit against the wall. I don't know where the energy for this comes from after doing it for so long earlier, but I start crying again.

I bring my knees to my chest and rest my head in my arms. I sit there crying by myself for about a minute or so before someone finds me and kneels next me. "Y/N," they say softly and . I'd recognize that voice anywhere, so I wipe away my tears and look up to face my boyfriend. "Yeah," I say quietly and he sits next to me. "Come here," he says and pulls me into a hug. I try not to, but again, more tears fall.

He hugs me tightly and kisses the top of my head. "Don't think that it's your fault because it's not. None of us knew that Haneul would try to do that," he tells me as if reading my mind. "Tae, I'm scared," I say almost inaudibly," I can't lose him like I lost my parents." "I know baby," he says and rubs my back," I'm worried too."