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forty - five

   Hoseok was sitting on the couch and talking with Yoongi, while Jimin was in the kitchen. At first the younger did not think that spending a night with friends was a good idea. He wanted to spend the night alone, cuddling with his dog or reading his favourite book. He wanted to be alone, to let all the bad thoughts to take control over his mind, to cry over and over again, until the sun rise up. But the longer he spent with his friends, the more he realized he really needed them. He knew that all he needed was love, not someone else, but Taehyung's. And his friends knew it too. So they were trying to distract him from the thoughts of his lost love and tried their best to made him smile. And their little mission reached success.

   Even if tomorrow Hoseok would still be sad, now he was smiling so brightly, his heart was warm, his mind clean. He was genuinely happy. Honestly he wanted this happiness to last forever, he didn't want it to end. He wanted to get rid of the sorrow, which had conquered his heart. Hoseok hated it. He wanted only merriment and love in his life.

  The sound of the doorbell rang across the apartment, and Jimin jumped out of the kitchen, running to the front door. Hoseok looked at him weirdly, while Yoongi was smiling like idiot. The younger one didn't  remember anyone mentioning guests, so he was surprised.

   "What the fuck is this? What game are you playing now?" they heard Jimin's screams, so they both got up from the couch and went to the front door. And then, after seeing the picture in front of him, Hoseok's heart broke into little pieces again. The bright smile, and the sweet laugh, the warm hugs and kisses, they would never be his again. "What is this now Taehyung? Did you lost your mind? Why is he here?"

   "What are you trying to do now, Kim Taehyung?" asked Yoongi with anger in his voice. He noticed Hoseok's behaviour, so he stood  in front of him in protective manner and took his hand, showing him that he wasn't alone. Taehyung only smiled, causing Yoongi's blood to boil, and hugged tightly the arm he was holding.

"Trying to be happy, hyung." answered the younger, the bright smile was still on his face.

   Hoseok couldn't stand it anymore. He walked around Yoongi and pushed Taehyung, running out of the flat with tears in his eyes. He hated the feeling,  he wanted to erase the picture from his mind. We wanted to escape, to become invisible, he wanted to die.

Because right in front of his eyes Taehyung was holding Seokjin's arm and looked like the most happiest person ever. Because in Taehyung's eyes he saw the love... but it wasn't for him...

"I'm sorry Taehyung..."

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guess who is sick and wants to die

das rite.

me