05.13.15
Dear Ashton,
so ive never really done this before... writing a letter to myself but it just seems like my last resort, i have nobody to talk to anymore and myself is the last option. mikey has caught on slightly that im upset most of the time but he doesnt say anything... im not exactly sure what to do. these voices in my head get louder and louder and i have nothing more i can do, i have tried blaring music, i have tried harming myself and fans saw the cuts and made everything worse. all i wanted was to be a drummer and now that i have been one for 4 years i just want it to be all over i cant do it anymore. maybe im not fit to do this. maybe i am not fit to be on this earth.
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Gone (A.I)
FanfictionHe was alone, even woth his friends he felt nothing more than lonliness, this is his story and his feelings, this was him before he left.
