I'm his one and only

Thinking

I look at my nest of a hair and I look at my tired eyes last night was a awful night I couldn't sleep at all. It been a long time since a person has ever spoken in such a rude way. I brush my teeth and I try to comb my hair but it was so difficult that I decided to wash my hair.

When the water hit me I stretch my back and I heard a crack I hum to a tune softly and I got out I decided to put on a large sweater with a gray sweatpants and I walk out the bathroom I open my bedroom door. I felt very moody today. My parents always told me not to let people words get to me because they sometimes like to see a reaction.

I lazily go to the kitchen grab a apple and I went to the living room to see the boys. I yawned and by the sound of my voice there eyes were on me. "Hey guys." I said I plop down and I continue to eat my apple while looking at the ceiling. You can hear the sound of me chewing on my Apple.

It was silent until William broke the silence "sis no offense but you look like shit." He told me and I put my hand up in the air making a okay sign. "Uh oh are you on your period or something because you are acting strange." I sit up and I shook my head. "No I'm not I didn't sleep well last night that all."

William stayed silent for a few seconds and then he stood up. "Before I forget to tell you I'm going to be very busy next week so I'm going to be sleeping at a motel that close to my job." He tells me "how serious is it?" He looks at me "a girl has gone missing we got the call yesterday she is only 17 years old her parents are going crazy. My team is doing our best we are searching for clues."

My heart stops "William be careful okay how long will you be gone?" He shrugs his shoulders "hopefully not to long we might be able to find her in the next few days, be safe and Alexander promise me you take care of my sister." I heard him say okay. "Well time to go duty calls." Said my brother.

I stood there for a little bit until I slowly walk up to my room, my brother has a lot on his hands right now. I never really thought that he will have to go away because of his job. I might now know the girl that is kidnapped but I just want her to be safe. "Harper can I come in?" I look around at Alexander.

I slowly nod and he came inside the room he grabs my hands and he gives me a smile. "I was just on the phone with Matt they want to come over and see the place if that alright with you?" I pull my hand away and I turn my head around. I go to my bed and I thought about it. I really don't want them to come because heather will start bad mouthing me again.

But then Alexander is going to ask me why I don't want them to come and I don't want to tell him that heather is a bitch and I don't really like her,but then again this is my house. I clear my throat. "Alexander why don't you go out with them and go do something to catch up?"

He looks at me "but what going to happen with you?" I gave him a small smile. "Don't worry about me I need to do some work anyway." He doesn't say anything. I stood up and I put both of my hands on his shoulders. "Go it okay." I lean in about to kiss his lips but I hesitate I lick my lips and I kiss him on the cheeks.

"Now go Alexander." He looks at me and smiles "call me if anything happens don't open the door to no one." I rolled my eyes he is acting like I'm a kid. I walk out my bedroom to hear noises coming from his room. After a good few minutes he was already done and out the door.

I can see someone is excited about seeing their friends. I made my way downstairs and I go to my office. I go on my MacBook to see I have a email. I click it and I read it. It was a email from my professor he will not be giving me any homework because of a test that I have to take online.

I did a little dance in my head this lets me have enough time to study for my English test. I open my cabinets and I took out my notebook that has all my notes and essay that I have done. I look at my computer and at my notebook I check my notes and I highlighted some of my notes.

That was going to be on the test. The good thing about the test was that it won't be long so I really don't have to memorize a lot of things for my test. When I was done studying I left my notebook on the desk because I was going to be going back downstairs to memorize it again for my test.

I made my way upstairs and I hear a phone ringing but then it stop. I didn't move until I heard the phone ringing again. I followed the sound of the phone and I walk to the living room. I saw it was Alexander phone that was on the couch he left his phone.

I look at the number that was on the phone it didn't have a name,so I decided to see who it was because the person was calling a lot. "Hello?" I Said and the other person on the line stay quiet until the person spoke. "Is this Alexander phone?" It was a woman voice. I clear my throat. "Yeah it is he left his phone he isn't here right now." I told her.

"Oh then can you leave a message for him please it important." I nod "yeah." I hear her take a deep breath." It me Sunny Alexander I miss you a lot" my heart hurts I'm speaking to Sunny his first love and his first everything the girl that broke his heart. "Alexander I didn't marry him I'm single because I want to be with yo-" I hang up the phone I put the phone down.

On the couch the phone rings again but I leave it there, I go back to the office and I focus on my notes,but even if I did wanted to focus I couldn't stop thinking about what I heard. How did she found his number? Did heather gave it to her? I throw the pen at the wall. I went upstairs to my room and I slam it.

A part of me is telling me that he won't leave me but the other half of me is saying that I'm not good enough for him,and I don't know which side I should believe. Will he pick her over me. Am I what heather said a slut I'm I just a toy for him. Did our special moment mean nothing to him do I mean nothing to him?