I'm his one and only

Alexander

"FUCK!" I said while driving my car I tightened my hold on the car wheel I was angry with myself I'm such a idiot for what I did. Why didn't I see I was breaking harper heart. She is the love of my life I made a vow to myself.

That she will be mine and I will treat her right,but I didn't keep it I was a fool for not seeing that I was the reason she been acting this way. Did she really thought I will go back with Sunny after what had happened between me and her. I hated her and Eric she was the person that broke my heart.

I was scared to ever fall in love again but when I met her I felt like my world stop everything that she did made me feel something inside of me. I love harper ,I love everything about her,the way she looks at me and the way she acts like a child sometimes. I love her voice and how she gets angry.

I knew my mistake that I have done has to be fix I need her to know that the only reason why I went to go see Sunny was because I wanted to tell her I'm done with her I don't want her no more. I park my car and I race out of my car. I open the door with my key and I race upstairs. I barge in her room she wasn't there.

I knock on the bathroom door and I open it she wasn't there either, I ran to my room. "HARPER?!" I yell her name. I ran back downstairs and I look around the hallway. My breathing was uneven my heart was thumping loudly. I can feel sweat forming on my forehead.

I turn my body around did she left? I shook my head no her car is still here so I know she didn't left. "Harper!" I yell again I hear a door open and close."you are back I thought you were going...to be with Sunny your first love." She tells me. I gulped and I walk up to her I grab her hand and she glares at me she was angry-no she is angry at me.

" i know- that what I came here to talk to you about."I told her she pulls her hand away and I let it go she backs away. And she looks at me. "I don't want to hear it Alexander... I-i understand that you want her you don't want me but it okay you don't have to apologize because It was true what heather said."

I look at her "heather? What did she say." She leans on the wall. "The night we went to the double date she called me a slut she told me sunny was coming back here to make everything alright with you." I clench my teeth. "That bitch." I said out loud "she will regret what she said,harper I'm sorry for what she said to you."

She shrugs her shoulders "It okay what she said was true after all I-i am...a slut- anyway you should start to pack up and go back to her." She past by me and I start to laugh at this. I turn my body around and she was looking at me with tears in her eyes,I stop laughing and I look at her in a serious way. "Harper you want to know why I went to sunny place."

She shook her head I walk up to her,"Sunny told me she broke up with Eric the man she was engaged to." Harper shook her head and blocks her ears with her hands. "STOP! I don't want to hear this please." She told me. I put both my hands on her arms and I gently pull her hands down. "She wanted me to go back with her but I said no."

Harper slowly looks at me with a confused face she looks at me to see if I was lying to her but when she saw none she said."why you said no?" I look at her and I stay silent and then I smiled at her. "Because I have you,harper I don't want to be with her no more because I only need you in my life I love everything about you harper I i use to like sunny but not anymore."

"Because my heart belongs to you now harper their is no other girl who completes me,it only you and harper I made a vow to myself that you are going to be mine,and I will treat you right but I broke that vow and I hate myself because of that and I want everything to be back to the way it was before, but do you want to give me another chance?"

I said and I look at her she didn't say anything but she pulls her hands away from me,  she backs away from me and she shakes her head. I try not to look broken from what she said I turn my body around and I was ready to walk away until she spoke."my mind is telling me that I shouldn't give you a chance because you will only be using me, but my heart is telling me another thing."

"My body is giving me goosebumps from being this close to you my heart feels like it about to pop out of my chest. Alexander I want you... I don't want to end our relationship I won't lie to you Alexander I felt afraid that you are going to leave me but-I don't want to end this I want to go back to the way it was but you need to promise me you won't do this to me ever again."

She said and I nod "I promise you harper....can-can I hug you?" I told her in a unsure way.she nods and I wrap my arms around her. I put my nose on her neck. And she squirmed "that tickles Alexander." She told me, and I stop I felt her arms go around me.

I lift my head and I look into her eyes I lean my forehead on hers and we just look at each other smiling and not talking to each other. After a few seconds of looking at each other we decided to go to her room and lay down next to each other. She lays her hand on my chest. "I miss this Alex." She said.

I look at her and I smirk "what did you call me?" She looks at me "Alex short for Alexander." She stops smiling "you don't like your nickname I won't call you that." I shook my head. "No I really like the nickname you gave me." I told her as she snuggles closer to me.

I will keep the promise that she told me because I don't ever want to see her this heartbroken again I hate the fact that this was my fault but I won't allow it ever again.