part 8; The Anxiety attack

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(Unsure of time it happened)

     My cheeks flushed, I started to sweat. I couldn't handle the thought of  people teasing me and harassing me. I thought about everything bullies and popular kids have said to me. It made a huge war in my mind. I needed to go somewhere to calm me down, so I ran out of the classroom.

     The teacher immediately chased after me, it was like a criminal chase in an action movie. She ended up stopping after the first hallway because she's not allowed to leave classes unattended- but i think the students would be just fine with class turtle. He's probably smarter than her.

      Finally, i get to the out of use bathroom stalls in the 11th grace hallway. It was creepy in there, with huge cobwebs and only two working lights instead of four. I remember when this bathroom still worked, they had just built this extension as a tornado safety area and the girls bathroom. I would always come here when i has anxiety attacks, but they were weak and not as common as they are now.

     After spacing off for what seemed like minutes, I hear mt name being called. It was the vice principal. I just decided to hide because she was the meanest person you can go to when you have a problem. She pushes you down instead of picking you up. It is really hard to talk to her about anything.

      I stayed there until 9th hour and then i snuck out and grabbed my things form my locker and my classroom and headed out, diregarding that there were still 5 minutes left of school. After heading out side to the waiting area in front of school, i sat down and let tear fall down my face. There was no noise or feel, just tears.

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