Nothing We Know - L.H

Chapter 12: This Is It

Day 3.

"Where are you going?"

"Why do you need to fucking know?!" I sassed back,

He just stood there shaking his head, staring at the ground as he brush the back of his head with his hand, obviously he's pissed and frustrated.

I took a deep breath and sighed, "I just need air" I walked out slamming the door behind me.

This is the first time I didn't lie to Luke, I literally need air. I feel suffocated.

Since yesterday when Calum came barging in I felt something like this..I can't explain it.

I want to know what I am feeling.

I want to know what this is. I know I can't remember anything about my past but the heart wants what the heart wants but I don't know what my heart really wants, I don't even know if I'm making any sense. My mind keeps on telling me to avoid Luke because he's nothing like me. He's kind, thoughtful and sweet, he's the total opposite of who I am. I am trouble to him. My mind wants me to stay away but my heart is longing for him telling me that I should grab his hand pull him closer and kiss him endlessly.

I gave him 30 days to prove to me some things but this is only the third day and he's already consuming my mind.

Should I go back and tell him I'm sorry for yelling at him and walking away? He makes me so confuse. I can't forget his face. Every time I close my eye I see him and only him.

I'm intoxicated by him.

My eyes were closed for a moment and when I opened it six pairs of eyes were staring at me, walking towards my direction.

"Hey Avery!" A bubbly girl beamed up to me, these girls look familiar I think Luke introduced them to me before,

I nodded my head in response.

"What's up are you-" before the other girl can finish her sentence I cut her off,

"Who are you"

"We uh-I'm Helen"

"Ella"

"Ronnie"

I didn't want to be a snob but what else can I say to them? I barely know them so I just smiled and uttered okay and walked away passed them.

I was already ten feet away from them when the Helen girl called me out.

"You want to hang out with us on Starbucks?"

do I?

I shrugged "Maybe"

Their eyes gleamed and I walked back to them.

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I got home and dropped my coat on the floor plopped myself on the couch and just let myself sink.

I can't forget about what happened awhile ago.

*FLASHBACK*

"So..what's the deal?" I asked sarcastically as I sat on the stool placing my coffee on the table.

"What do you mean?" Ronnie asked as she furrow her brows,