Its Different For Us .| Larry Stylinson AU |.

Chapter 13

Harry pov:

I wake up from falling down the stairs.

I felt the left side of my head. When I lifted up my arm it hurt. I was weak. I had no strength.there was a cut. A really deep one right behind my ear. and it hurt like hell. I don't really remember hitting my head but I guess it happened when Louis pushed me down the stairs hard.

Why did I deserve this. I was ini sent. I just wanted to die and be gone. get out of peoples lives.

It feels like I'm not going to be missed. but I wasn't going to die here, not now. not here in Louis' little playground. NO. I won't give him the best of me and I never ever will.

I looked all around me. I was on a really hard bed. It was very old I could tell. it smelt really bad. like dirt, just like the rest of the house.

I'm guessing I was in a basement. it was cold and creepy. I look up when I hear the door open from the top of the stairs.

I see Louis standing there with a worried expression onhis stupid little face.

Louis pov:

I turned on the radio I brought with me.

knowing Harry was down stairs. I tuned the station to a new channel and listened.

" a kid Harry styles texted his mum sayin he will be home in a few and never did. was this a kidnapping or did he go to a party with friends." " Sounds like a part to me how about you frank?"

then his partner(frank) spoke:

" well all we know is the police are searching for him"

I really got concerned for a moment when I went to the door to the basement for harry.

Harry pov:

Louis walked down the stairs. he looked very worried.

what was he worried about?

'come here' he said

and motioned me to come to him.

I got off of the bed slowly and walked up to him. he pushed me in front of him so I was walking up the stairs first.

he was walking very close behind me incase I made a move to escape. As we were walking I felt the floorboards under my feet creeping and It was making me really nervous.

This house seemed old. ok it was old and the floor could kill me and this jerk in a instant.

He realized it to and started pushing my back harder with his hand.

We finally reached outside and pulled me by my arm and dragged me along behind him towards his car.

Why couldn't I have just died in there. now I don't really care if I died in there any more. there was no use in living anymore.

'W-where are w-we g-going?' I stuttered.

' the cops think you are missing so I am going to drive you back and you are going to tell FUCKING NO ONE ABOUT THIS OR I WILL KILL YOU FOR GOOD!!' he said with his voice getting louder.

I nodded my head quickly and this time he let me sit in the front. okk..... what is going on here I thought.

He drove me to my house actually and he let me get out. we walked up to my door and my mum and a police officer were very surprised.

When the door opened.

'HARRY!' my mum yelled.

'i..' I started.

'He was with me. I took him to a bar and had some fun. it was my fault mam.' what the heck?! he took the blame for this wow. 'oh ok I'm just glad he's ok. Harry you should have told me!' my mum said. ' I know mum I'm sorry.'

I was very surprised at both of them. like my mum usually starts yelling at me for pulling such a bad stunt and all. but she was calm and she let this problem slide.

One were she called the police and now she just lets it fly over her head. wow have I never seen this. I thought. while I said I was sorry, finishing off Louis' lie there.

oh god I lied to my mum great.

I hated doing this to her. it broke my heart. I never ever did something like this before. where the cops were brought into the situation.

My mum pulled me into the house and she thanked the officers. she looked really guilty for calling them.

'I should have known'

I heard her whisper to herself.

'Uh mum I'm going up to my room I'm tired.'

'Ok you go ahead its been a long day for me too' she said. we said our goodnight and I walked up to my door.

I hit my head 3 times on my bedroom door. I realized I still had that cut from well louis. I guess it wasn't that noticeable. it was hidden by all my curls.

I walked into my room. I pulled out my laptop. I went on the web and searched" why do people cut themselves?'

I don't know why I searched that but you know I was curious even tho I already new the answers.

Several answers came up and all of them were true. " I feel betrayed, forgotten, or invisible to people.' was one that stuck out to me. all those words were true. I stared at the screen for a while.

My eyelids were getting heavy from the bright screen I was staring at for an hour it felt like.

I logged of my computer and fell on to my back on my bed. I put my hands behind my head and looked up to the ceiling.

I thought about what happened today. and yesterday. why did Louis electrocute me. what did I do that was so wrong. what do Louis and Liam have so bad over me. I feel so invisible when it comes to people now. I know people make in fun of me when I walk around. but it's different. I have no friends, no, no,no just fricken nobody. it's hard. no Teenager should ever feel like I do. but most of them end the bad stuff and bullying by doing only one thing.

Self harm.