Its Different For Us .| Larry Stylinson AU |.

Chapter 18

Louis kissed me. even though he got me really angry wait he didn't get me angry he made me try to commit suicide and mad and he broke my heart

I actually forgive him.

I really don't know why, I lost my trust along time ago.

I know I told my self I wouldn't but I can't help it.

but he told me he would never do it again. I had never seen someone so desperate to have me stay alive. But the question was did Louis really love me or was I gonna try and kill myself again.

I enjoyed the kiss and I think he did.

A few hours later:

Beep....beep...beep.

Oh my god will that noise shut up. on trying to sleep. it was useless. I couldn't go back to bed.

I felt something on me a heavy thing and then I realized it was I big machine. it got darker as I was being pulled inside. the walls were enclosing in on me. I was being pulled on a crate. I felt like I was going to die. I couldn't see.

All I could hear was me breathing bee hard and my heart beat picked up. it was getting harder to breath. then I started feeling choked. I couldn't breath very well.

Louis pov:

After me and Harry had "our moment" I sat down next to him in the uncomfortable plastic chair the hospital provides.

I left my thoughts lingering in my mind about Harry. I felt my eyelids getting heavy and I was fast asleep with my hand in his.

I woke up to Harry breathing really heavy. he was having trouble breathing then he put his hands up pulling them out of mine and he started to act like there was something or someone on top if him choking. what the heck is he doing? then he started choking.

NURSE!! NURSE!! GOD DAMN WE NEED A NURSE IN HERE! I screamed for help. seconds later a few doctors came. they told me to leave. I couldn't leave I needed to stay in here. 'NO! I WONT' I screamed.then a nurse called a doctor to excuse my presents from the room. how rude.

Right when the doctor closed the door I saw Harry wake up and he looked horrified when he looked at me. what did I do. did he think I hurt him in his sleep. I was just holding his hand.

I went down to the lobby and sat in a chair. I played on my phone for a little while. I was so bored. I want to be with Harry right now. I wanted to know what happened. what was going on. every now and then doctors would come by with clipboards and running. I am assuming it was for Harry.

I couldn't take this anymore. I walked up to the elevator. I didn't even realize I was talking to my self until the women asked me if I was alright. I said oh year but then it me. the voice was familiar it was Harry's mum.

I got really nervous. ' Are you Louis from before? she asked. 'yes mam' I answerd. ' call me Anne you know me by now.' she said 'ok'. we both got off on the sale floor. ' I'm assuming your going to see harry?' I asked.

'yes I am' I haven't been in there yet.

I haven't seen him until you know um' 'yea' I jumped in. I notice she couldn't finish the sentence. I did this. I did this to her. I did this to harry.

Harry pov:

I woke up very startled. there was doctors and nurses all over me. what are they doing.'what w-what are y-you d-doing?' I stuttered.

none of them answered me. I don't wanna feel left out again. so I screamed the first name that came into my mind.

'LOUIS! LOUIS NO LOUIS HELLPP.!!' I screamed. one of the doctors had a long needle. I knew what they were doing they were going to make me fall asleep. I'm not having an anxiety attack.

I don't want to feel invisible. i did the unexpected next. I jumped out of the bed and unplugged all the machines from me. I was running down all the hallways and stairs. I was trying to find the lobby.

I heard over the loudspeaker. 'patient Harry styles has left his room.' find him' they said. oh god I don't care I just kept running until I fell into Louis' arms.

Louis pov:

When I got off the elevator I got in the lobby. I wanted Anne to have time with harry. When I was about to sit down I heard some one screaming LOUIS!LOUIS NO LOUIS HELP!.

I recognized the yelling voice it was Harry's he needed me. it was a very faint tho. then on the loudspeaker came. 'patient Harry styles has left his room. find him'

The mans voice ok the loud speaker sounded like he was like kill me. I let out a little chuckle and snapped back to reality.

That's when I started running up the stairs to his room. when I reached the 2nd floor I felt something crash into me. it was harry. we were on the ground.

He was crying I let him cry. he had blood on his arm. probably maybe he unattached everything from him by running.i let him cry. I needed him to get it all out. my t-shirt was fully soaked with his tears. I don't care because I love him. he looked up to me. I looked right into his deep emerald green eyes.

'l-Louis d-do you l-love m-me?' he asked. 'yes' I said right away. I need to make sure he knows this. I care about him more than life. I would take my life, for him. harry needs to know that I care for him, and only him.

and I let his head rest on my now wet chest until the doctors came. they found us. they found harry. The doctors then pulled Harry off me.

I could tell Harry was asleep because his sobs stopped when we were laying on the ground. the doctor picked him up and put him in an extra bed.

one doctor took a needle out.

'NO' I yelled. 'he doesn't need that. he's fine.' I yelled. 'son we need him to sleep, we need to do something's before he goes home later.'

'NO HE NEEDS TO GO HOME NOW.. wait he's coming home today!? I stayed in surprise.

'yes' I just started at the nurse in total happiness and surprise they took Harry into the emergency elevator. and that was the last I saw him.