Its Different For Us .| Larry Stylinson AU |.

Chapter 16

Harry pov:

I ran as fast I as I could to get away from louis. I was tripping over rocks and leaves and I ran into a tree and lost vision.

I think I got a concussion I couldn't care less. Louis ruined everything and he doesn't even care. I finally reached my house.

I got to the back door and slammed it shut once I got in. I locked it and went straight to my room.

I am done. everyone's lives would be so much easier. without me in my lives no one would have to worry about me. wait no one worried about me.

Today is the day I die, the day I let go of all the pain I have kept inside me. I'm letting Louis win. He keeps telling me to just die already so here I am.

I'm going to be dead and I will be happy.

Louis pov:

I let Harry go. after I heard what he had to say I got a little tear in my eye. I had ruined his life. he was right. I watched after him as he was crying and running and tripping as he ran away from me.

the boy I love is running away from me. WOAH. WAIT WHAT! I CANT THINK THAT NONONO. I bully him and that's the way it's going to be. but he looked so adorable and cute when he was trying to be tougher than me. it was cute.

I can't fall for harry. he's not ready and I can't have my friends thinking I'm gay. I always wanted to be one of those people who didn't care what other people thought about themselves.

but I wasn't.

I cared to much of what Liam would think of me if I was gay. I couldn't go down like harry. I was to tough. to popular.

I sound like a selfish asshole. but that's what I am. well actually no I'm not. ever since I met Liam and his friends I have changed. but the first time I saw Harry behind the corner. I looked into his bright green eyes. I immediately fell in love with him. I should of stuck up for him, but I didn't and I would never let that goo...

'Louis wake up , LOUIS WAKE UP MAN!' I heard Liam scream into my ear.

I jolted straight up.

I didn't even know I fell asleep in the thoughts about harry.

'Dude you must be really drunk you fell asleep against a tree.' haha he told me as we were walking back to his house.

when we reached the back yard it smelt like we it was just disgusting. there was red and blue cups everywhere.

I have never ever had a drink in my life and I would never change for Liam.

oh wait.

I already have in the worst way.

Harry pov:

I went down into my kitchen and took out a knife. I sharpened it.

I walked over to my basement and shut and locked the door behind me.

So no one could ever find me. I planned it that way.

I walked over to the center of my basement. there was one window and it was really small. it made the room cold. I took of my shirt because it was already ripped to shreds. who knows maybe I will freeze to death.

I sat down on the cold hard cement basement ground. I took out my phone and placed It on the ground next to me. I took out the knife.

I looked at my arm and took of the tape I forgot I had on it. I screamed like I was dying. well actually I was. when all the tape was off I looked down at both arms. bloody and full of cuts.

I started adding cuts on my left arm. I was going to cut my full arm open and I don't care.

The blood started oozing down my arm and onto he floor. tears were streaming down my face. some tears slipping into the cut which made more pain, but it felt so good.

People always say they are in pain, well ya know when your staring in the mirror, tears streaming down your face, and telling yourself to just hold on and be strong, that is pain.

But I feel much more than pain. I've cried in the mirror telling myself to just hold on for a few days and be strong, but I'm done, I'm not going to be in a bathroom crying anymore, I'm going to a better place. a happy place where I'll be free.

A light started to appear in my vision. this is it. I'm going.were there were no bullies or people. just my time. my place. just for me.

The knife slipped out of my hand as I started to lose a continuos amount of blood from my arm. I'm doing this to make everyone's life's better and mine.

Then...

I heard a beeping noise, it was my phone, I let it ring.

Anne's pov:

"I'm home harry!" I screamed. I haven't talked to him for a week I was so anxious to see him. I haven't seem him I so long. I dropped my luggage. I expected Harry to come down the stairs from his room and hug me.

I went straight up to his room, thinking he didn't hear me. his bed was made like he hasn't slept in it. I called his phone number and I heard it coming from downstairs.

I ran downstairs quickly. Then I heard it coming from the basement. I turned the nob but it was locked.

why would Harry lock the door? I ran into the kitchen and found an extra key and jammed it into the lock on the door.

I pushed the door open and ran down the stairs. I turned on he light switch and saw my son with blood all over his body. all over the ground. I quickly dialed 911 and they were here in 5 minutes.

in that time I ran over to my son. he looked so lifeless, so dead. who ever did this to him is going to be put into jail and hung for doing this to my son.

What did he do to deserve this. I gather his head into my legs. his head was now on my lap. I was holding down on the blood to make it stop. I tried to make him survive.

His blood all over my hands.

My son committed suicide in his own home.

Once the paramedics came they had to force me off Harry. I couldn't let him go. but the medics instructed me to. I couldn't let go. so they had to force me off my son. I was crying and balling my eyes out.

They took Harry and loaded him onto the bench and loaded him into the ambulance. I sat in the front. Harry wasn't breathing very well. the paramedics told me there was a 5% chance for survival.

I just really hope my son will make it. I knew and know that my Harry is strong and he will fight to the end.

Harry pov:

I felt my mother on me. I just didn't open my eyes. I was ready for the light to come and take me.

When I was loaded into the ambulance I saw louis. crying and screaming. the paramedics warning him to back away. What the fuck why is he here?

Well this is it. I am going to the light.

A:N ahhhh this chapter was amazing. but sadly this book will be coming to an end shortly. there might be like 2 chapters left or 3 it depends. I am debating wether or not to make a sequel. but only of this book gets 200 views. I am sorry. but the good news is that I will be writing a new story in a little while. it's going to be a surprise so stay tuned for more updates! thanks loves! :)