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Hello guys i wanted to say thanks. im about to end this but i got BIG news.

i Am going to make a sequel to it!! yep with a little help from DanellePeazer123 we'll get it done..

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Goodbye..

Every second i felt my self going. but one more shock i fell back to earth im alive. 

i was alomst gone. i didnt have to worry about hurting somone but nope i didnt die. yeah i know i should be more greatful but im not i messed up so many times that i cant count how many time ive messed up..

"your ok son we got you'' the docter said. 

he walked out and i saw a faint face of Frost..

Frost's pov

"can we see him '' i said

''yes just dont make to much noise'' 

i walked in first then ruben then dani. i made it beside carter and dani on the other side he looked at dani but he didnt look to found of her

''w-who are you'' he said..

i swear i saw her heart drop. i saw her eyes drop to the floor nd  tear exscape but she quikly wiped it away.

"im dani'' she said

''um ok'' he said 

she stood up and walked out. i followed her to the halls and watched her fall apart.

i ran over to her and huged her i knew she needed it right now

"he dont remember me at all why'' she said still crying

''i-i dont know. maybe hes playing with you to make you cry or somthing'' i said 

i stood up and walked in and started talking to Carter.

''do you really not remeber her or are you playing'' i said really kinda mad at him

"Im just playing with Her'''' he said 

''i smacked him on the head and ran out to dani

''Dani hes just being a freaking dick.'' i said.

''watch your language young lady'' a nurse said.

i fliped her the bird and helped Dani up and walked back into Carters room

'' really Carter really i fucking cried over you and you treat me like this really'' she yelled 

all he did was laugh at her right along with ruben thats when i walked right over to him and smaked him, 

all he did was rub his arm like it hurt

''that hurt why you hit me for'' he said puckering his bottom lip

i kissed the spot i smacked and walked back to carter

''hi bro.'' Austin said and gave carter a hand shake..

''what Dustin didnt come why is he afraid ill kick his bass again'' he said laughing but held his belly cause it hurt to laugh

it was sad that only one brother showed up but i knew Dustin probly wouldnt show up he probly wont ever show up anyway. 

"hey im going to get som coffee Austin want to come with me?" i asked

''Yeah sure i will'' he said getting up

after that i gave Ruben a quick kiss on the lips and walked out.. 

''what kinda coffee do you want'' austin said geting Carter just black coffee

''i want some with creamer in it'' i said

he handed me my coffee and we went back to carter room and gave carter his Coffee and sitted down. i was almost asleep till the docter came in

"we scaned your brain Mr Mahone well you seem to have a bit of amnesia and your bipolar.'' he said

carter face went from a smile to a frown. he never ever wanted to be bipolar. but i think hes more worried about having amnesia

''i dont seem to foget anyone or anything'' he said looking at the docter

''well that may take over time. some people come in everyday with amnesia but they cant remeber things they did. there was this girl who left her boyfriend who she loved with everything. she wakes up everyday thinking hes holding her and sleeping but when she turns around she remebers that hes gone. it can do that to you'' he said

carter looked down and biting his lip. ive never ever seen carter this way. he was afraid he would lose us or foget us. i hated that for him i never ever wanted anything like this to happen Carter. but the bad thing is, is i have amnesia too. i had it for a while now. i wake up everyday with ruben but i think its Carter. i forget things very very easy. 

I also have depression i self harm yep thats me no one know but oh well

and i plan on keeping it that way. the look in Carter eyes when he Looked up at the docter was the most saddest thing ever it was like he was a lost boy.

"is there any way to cure it'' he said

''no son theres no cure. we re so sorry. its not as bad as you think it is. but if it makes you feel better she has it too'' the docter said pointing at me

''what since when'' Carter asked

''since our break up. some days i forget where i am. i forget about us breaking up i forget things very very easy. i never told you cause i didnt want you to worry . none of you to worry." i said on the brink of tears

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