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"Don't ever think that I fell for you or fall over you; I didn't fall in love, I rosed in it."
          -Toni Morrison

Deion

I really care for Kendall and the sex is good but she has her ways. She was bossy and demanding. These qualities are good don't get me wrong, but it is just too much. I can't get one word in because she knows everything. I really don't think she listens to me. I will talk and I can see her looking off. But I have to listen to everything she says and do everything she says. She did warn me though. But I didn't think she is like this. I see why she single. No nigga would put up with that. She fine and a good woman but I see why.

I need a break from her to get my thoughts together. I got to know if I want to deal with this. I'm always the one clingy to the chicks. Love doing things for them, cooking and cleaning. But she makes it hard to do things for her. She really doesn't need anything.

She pushes me in so many ways, good and bad. Like giving me the courage to start my own business. I have been working for my boss for over 20 years and I basically ran the business myself. I trained everyone that came to work for us and I am the only one in the area that can do the job and do it well.  She gave me the push to go and require my business license and pull some contacts from my boss. I got John, a young white guy to come with me and my homeboy Lance.

I didn't let her know. She is a marketing specialist, I know she can do wonders for my business. For now, I want to see if this is going to work out before I involved her.

I took the time today to spend time with my pops. All the time I spent with Kendall didn't give me time to check up on him. My pops is an OG from the hood. He old and settled now but his mind did not leave the hood. We look just alike but he just a bit darker and I'm more close to him then with moms. Don't get me wrong, my mom raise me and I love her but I'm a definition of a daddy's boy.

I got in my Dodge all black work truck and drove to my pops house. I can't get the thought of Kendall out my head. Don't know what to do with this chick. She is beautiful and funny, hard-working BUT She also loud and controlling and A BITCH! Don't mean to call her that but that's what comes up when you are around her.

I got to my pops apartment in Hampton and knock on the door. I knocked again. Damn, he never goes anywhere. After a few minutes, I heard a struggle at the door. My pops head popped out.

"What you want boy, you okay?" Pops had his head out the door and his body still inside.

"Pops whats going? Let me in, I got talking to you." I tried to push my way in but pops were not having it. I wonder whats going on?

"Look, can you and I talk later, I'm busy" While telling me to leave, I notice someone moving in the back. Who the fuck! Her body looks so familiar. I tried to push a little further just to see.

"Look as you can see son, I have company." Pops push the door closed to him so I can not see.

"Pops, my bad. I call you later." I walked back and told my dad I love him. I wonder who he had up in there. I want to be noisy. I got in the car and park across the street to get a good view.

Its been a minute, maybe an hour until I saw the door open. I couldn't believe what I am seeing. This bitch!

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Kendall

Its been a month since I haven't heard from Deion. I just chopped it up as a loss. It was hard but I don't give a shit. He didn't deserve me anyway.

I start focusing on work and building my business. I got an offer to partner up with a company that will give me capital and profits for just doing nothing.

I gave up on dating and all that. I got me a new vibrator and a bullet to get through the rough nights. When Deion didn't answer my phone calls for a whole week,  I just gave up. I start eating more and smoking more. I hate going to check on my moms, she always out on dates, having fun and loving life.

I never thought I will feel some type way about Deion. He made me feel special and wanted. He will hold me at night and kiss my back while I was sleep. He never knew I was still up while he was caressing my neck. I can still hear his soft voice in my ear.." my munchie".

How can I deal with this? Having so much love in a couple of months and then nothing. I'm trying to wrap my head around that. I want to go to his house but I was too stubborn to even spend time with him at his house. Always mines. I will call his job number but I was too set in my ways to even ask the number.

I notice I need to change my ways. Deion had me giggly, smiling all the time and even humming music while I'm working. That never happens. Did I love him? Was I dickmatize? I don't even know.

After work, I just go to my room and watch TV and let the TV watch me.

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Deion
I just can't believe this. At all the people to fuck with, this bitch is fucking my dad. I wonder how this happened. I need to know.

I couldn't sit in the car too much longer. My heart and my head are racing. I stepped out of my car and headed my way to her. I am trying to catch her off guard. I ran up to her car and knocked on the window.

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