"If you don't like something, change it. If you can't change it, change your attitude"
-Mayo AngeloKendall
I took the time out to hook up with a couple of my mom's church friends, to go out for a single retreat. I agree because my mom was nagging me until I said yes. I hope I can sneak away and smoke a blunt.
The group was going to a single Valentine Days weekend in the woods. First of all, I hate nature. Second of all, I hate people. So, I know this is not going to go well. I made sure to pack my tablet just in case I have to do some work remotely while I am at this stupid shit. I am not religious so already I feel some type of way. I need to pack a bottle too because I know I would need that.
The trip with the group was uneventful. They had me sit between an old middle age woman, who clearly has not seen a dick in years...maybe never and 38yr old virgin man. I was set up. My mom knows this is not my style. She always trying to change me.
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Deion"What the fuck, Martina!" I can only see red. Maybe I still feel for her. 2years is a long time to share a life with someone. She was my everything and now this. I looked into her eyes with disgust. She has to fuck somebody. Not my dad.
I banged hard on driver side window just to get her attention but she trying to look at me. She knew she fucked up, you can see all over her face.
I about dragged her ass out the car but I felt a hand pull me back.
"Don't son, we love each other. She about to have my child" My pops hand a serious look in his eyes. I never saw him with such much love in his eyes. I thought my dad was too hard for love. After my mom, I never saw him with anybody else. Yeah, I know he may fuck some chicks here in there, but I would think it will be an old chick in the neighborhood, not my ex!
"Please son come inside let's talk. I know you have a lot of questions." Pops walked over to Martina's car to ensure her to go home. He kissed her on the forehead and allow her to leave.
I was stuck. I couldn't move. Just a month ago, I was getting messages from her telling me she was sorry and she would never stop loving me. Now, she might be pregnant by my dad. With my little brother or sister. How can I deal with this?
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Kendall
We made it to the retreat in good time. The sun was just coming down and the view was beautiful. I don't like nature but right now this is breathtaking. We are stay in the mountains of Virginia but the place look luxurious not an old ass cabin.
We grabbed our bags after a good stretch and made our way to the house. When we walked, I was amazed. It had high ceilings made of wood beans. Nice modern wood and black leather furniture, and an 80-inch flat screen TV over the fireplace that is let up. It was beautiful. We put our bags down and wait for instructions for where our rooms will be at. I hope I have my own room. I need a drink and a blunt.
As I grabbed my bag to search for some rooms, the Asst pastor stops everyone to lay down some rules. No smoking, no drinking, and no unwanted visitors in the room. Shit! Well shit, at least I have my own room. The assistant pastor gave everyone there room key and told us to meet downstairs for dinner in an hour. I grabbed my bags and headed to my room. As I was walking up the steps and to my room, I stopped by the 38-year-old virgin.
"Hey, Kendall right? We didn't get a chance to talk on the ride, you looked busy, but your mom told me to look out for you while you here." That sounds like my mom.
"I am okay, um Rick...right? I have some work to do, so I will be in my room the whole time. But I think you for looking out for me." He not bad looking. He is tall and slinky. He had a fresh cut and a nice pretty smile. But right now I am not looking for a champion. I am trying to relax and get my mind off the last man that stole my heart.
"Well, your mom did not tell you, we all have to participate in the activities. Trust it will be fun, I know you going to have a good time with these uptight Christian people." With a smile on his face, he walked off. Bitch!
I took in what was told to me and try to the best of it. Hey, if my mom wants me to find a man in her church, even though I do not believe in religion, I am going to have fun while doing it. I put my bag on the queen size bed and start packing. The room was really nice. It still has that cabin feel but still with a modern style. It had a bay window with sitting pillow to look out at the woods. On the dresser, there was a mirror but no tv. That's a bummer. It had a private bathroom that was a plus, I can sneak a smoke in there before I have to deal with these people.
I am going to do me and be me here. I pulled out a black cocktail dress that shows the chest and the legs with my red bottom pumps. I took a quick shower and started to get ready. I look in the mirror for a while and wonder why guys don't want to be with me. I am the whole package. No kids, own place, own car, smoke weed, play games, love sports and fun. Well, I think so. I finished all the touches and done my hair. I look good. My curves are showing and my face is flawless. It is time to head downstairs.
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