If I ripped open my heart right now,
You would witness a slow death.
These feelings inside me are
Much like that burning sensation
That you feel on fingers
After dipping them in chilly sauce.
You always knew you are doing
The wrong thing,
Still you did it,
for the sake of your
Fragile heart.
Now, I am melting
Everyday
Bit by bit
Drop by drop..
My heart is shrinking.
Peace is what I needed,
I dont know what I need now.
Darkness, my old friend,
Feels like a stranger now.
I have a home,
I miss home.
I have all the reasons,
But I don't have the happy now.
The dark alley,
Where you found me,
Still has pieces of me.
This turmoil inside me,
Often drags me,
Back and forth to you.
I don't know what is worse,
My thoughts or
My lies.
- Simran kaur
