" we could be gods, you and I "

Belief

       His interest in her is purely instrumental,he told himself.But as he watched her glide gracefully across the room,he knew he was wrong.
      Savitar came here with one mission,to eliminate the weakness,To eliminate Iris.It was either kill or be killed.
    Yet he pushed that all aside to save Caitlin,his Caitlin who was struggling.He couldn't accept how blind his past self was.
   He cared for her,though he wouldn't admit it.
    He had panicked when he saw her,lying on the floor,barely conscious.
He saw red.How dare Cisco,the man Caitlin called a friend,hurt her?
   Their rejection had hurt,He knew that as a sure fact.Iris' rejection had hurt the most.He really did love her but the pain of her,or rather her future selves' rejection was too strong for him to simply just ignore.'You're not my Barry'
   Caitlin,she was different,while he loved Iris,Caitlin was his anchor,his light in the darkness,she led him in a way Iris couldn't.
  They had all rejected him..and it hurt..a lot.The hurt he felt was inexplicable..so he swore,he swore to never feel pain again.
    Frost had changed him somehow.You could say it made him feel more ...let's say appreciated,accepted.And he cared for her.Even as Killer Frost,But The piece,the small,almost unnoticeable part of Barry Allen still in him,in his mind,was convinced that they could still save Caitlin.He saw Caitlin when he saw Frost.Because He believed.
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