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Don't Say You Love Me [Laito Sakamaki x Reader] Diabolik Lovers

 You really didn't know what was hurting you more. The fact that Laito was using you as a toy, or that you knew he was doing that, but still kept coming back. Maybe it was a bit of both. After all, both of those thoughts kept spinning in your head.

He's using me.

But I keep coming back to his arms.

The thoughts were there every time you visited the red haired vampire. Each time he put his hands on you, you wanted to cry out from the pain in your mind and heart. Oh yes you knew all along what this feeling was. Long before this relationship had started, you could feel the stings on your heart pull you towards him.

Love.

Being in love with Laito Sakamaki was not very enjoyable. He was not a man to fall in love, so no matter how you tried, he wouldn't answer your feelings. But you knew this already.

Feelings are things we can't stop. They come and go like waves, harshly and without any mercy. But it's all up to the person how well they hide the feelings from the world around them. Sadly, there was no hiding from Laito. He knew every single one of your secrets, and had stripped you off of your pride long ago.

Every time you tried to avoid paying his game, he could bring it up.

"But you love me, don't you~"

"If you really love me, why don't you want to be with me~?"

"Do it for me~"

By knowing how you felt for him, he could control you like a puppet. There was nothing you wouldn't do for him, no matter how much you didn't want to. Maybe it was stupidity, maybe it was hope. Hope that he would start loving you.

At first it was simple things. He'd ask you to to small things like clean his room or do his homework. But then, he started really taking advantage of you. He began teasing you, getting closer and closer, caressing your cheek or hair when you had done something well, or whisper something in your ear that would make you blush a brighter red than his hair. His eyes would follow your every move, eating up your confidence in a matter of seconds.

To be completely honest, you had thought he actually started to feel something for you, but it didn't take long till you were proven wrong.

Laito made it very clear that he was using you. His taunting words and smug smirks would appear every time his lips made contact with yours. His chuckles echoed in your ears as he kissed down your neck. His hands felt like fire against your skin.

You were being pushed closer and closer to the edge of breaking. You wanted to get away so badly, but at the same time, you wanted to stay just so that you could live in a fantasy world where he cared for you.

Laying still on the large bed in Laito's room, your mind was blank and you carefully listened to the vampire make his way closer. You could feel something was off, like Laito's mind was somewhere else. Usually he would already have made a harsh comment or chuckled in amusement at how easily you were giving in. Your breath hitched as you felt the bed dip under you, telling you the red head was next to you.