Love Untold (COMPLETED But UNEDITED)

Chapter 1

Im  freaking out. Yes, Jane Hawkings is effin' freakin' out. Why?Well for numerous reasons. Today is our  1st day of finals and I havent reviewed much because I was too busy having problems with my brain for it was arguing with my heart. 

I mean, isnt it a little too much wrong timing to realize that you friggin love someone when it was a day before exams. To top that, my brother told Isabelle and Charlotte that we would be changing schools next year .My worry is not Isa and Lotte going WTF. My problem is if news would spread like wildfire again and Justin would know. 

Im scared of him knowing and I dont know why.Heck,I wish I didnt realise this. It's driving me mad.

I  breathed in and out ,continuously ,trying hard to circulate the blood that is going up my head for I think Im gonna get crazy after a few more seconds of this.

"Gah! Screw it all!" I screamed.

 My eyes then grew wide when I saw our teacher gaping down  at me ,whom is frustrated . She raised an eyebrow but didnt say anything. The other students snickered but when I looked at Justin , he met my gaze and yes ,shiz , he knew. He effin' friggin' knew.

The teacher  started to pass our test papers and sooner we all started to answer. I left 1/4 of my mind to answer the questions  but the majority of my consciousness was left answering  the questions in my life.Which I don't have an answer  to.

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When classes were over , before going down, Justin cornered me. I tried to escape but he glared at me and made me quiet . He grabbed me by the wrists and dragged me downstairs to the back of the covered court where there was no one and made my  back face the wall while he slammed his fists at my sides.

He was so close that I could feel his warm breath. 

"Is this your way of rejecting me , Jane?!" he asked,frustrated.

I was confused. "W-what?"

"Your moving to another school because youdont like me is that it?Your rejecting me in this way....dont you know it hurts?" he asked.

I looked away as his gaze try  to hold my eyes."N-no.... m-my parents decided for us.it wasn't  because of you....but ...I would like to go there too. It holds many opportunities for me." I   said.

 His expression softened and he loosened his  fists and stood up properly. He ruffled his hair and looked backagain at me. "Then do me a favor.For the sake of my sanity."

I looked at him and now , he was able to successfully hold my gaze.

"What is it?" I asked.

He looked at me intently in the eyes. Straight in the eyes.

"Tell me what you really  feel for me. Don't ignore me anymore and please just tell me." he pleaded.

As much as I would like to say the  truth,  we both know it would hurt both of us . I sighed and said,not daring to look him in the eyes ,"Your just a ,....friend..."

"Just a  friend...." he repeated.

I squirmed but then he lifted my chin to level with him and made me gaze athis eyes. I struggled but couldnt win. "Now, tell it to me in the eyes Jane. Tell it to me with you looking straight to my eyes and Id leave you. For good." he told  me.

I opened my mouth to say something but nothing came out. Ihave to do this. He smirked as I couldnt do anything.

"Y-your.... just a friend,Justin... Nothing more...maybe even lesser...." his smirk broke into two and my heart broke with it . 

I pushed him away but before I could leave he said in a whisper but I could hear it ,"This is good bye huh?"

"Yes..." I said,my voice hoarse.

"Then good bye ,Jane.  I give you your freedom. I love you somuch that I cant even fight for you... Heck, what is it with you that I care for you as if your fragile as glass? " he asked but  then said,"Good bye....my love..."

And then I ran. Ran as fast as I could to the farthest place possible.As soon as Charlotte and Isabelle spotted me the tried calling me but I didn't -I wasn't able to look them in the eyes for I was crying. Yes,for the first time I was crying because of a man.

And the one I love, is crying too ,I suppose.

I texted my mom to fetch me and she did. 

She saw me ,with puffed eyes but kept quiet and didn't ask. I guess she understands.

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The next following days were the worst days of mylife. Justin and I ignored each other like a flood and wheneverhewas with my brother or friends, I always ask mymom to fetch me. Isabelle,Charlotte and Kristin tried  to ask me what was wrong but I couldnt bear the say.I couldnt bring myself to confess  my true feelings .It would be for the best. 

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Today I am going take my entrance exams for the new school Im going to along with my brother. We were in separate rooms so I dont know what happened to him but I had a very weird day.

I was taking the hardest exam of my life but I guess I know all of the answers here andthere. It was the hardest by far but I was sure I aced it overall. I cant speak for my brother though. Even if we are  siblings, he and I are very different. He too is smart he just seldom  studies . 

I then  dropped my pencil and went to grab it but a hand shot out to grab it before me. 

I lifted my head to see whom I should be thanking and my heart (literally ) skipped a beat at the face I saw. Tall, lean,handsome with features of Blond , sea green eyes and curly hair. I instantly forgot about my  problems with Justin and became mesmerized with him.

"Is this yours?"he asked.

And right then and there I knew that my heart has some problems it would make me solve in the near future.

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GirlinLove18