colors. theo raeken

5x06 pt.2

****pls read authors note****

***bloody content in this***

I watched myself , knowing there was absolutely nothing I could do. They approached the me at the chair and brought out a knife. I held my breath in anticipation. The me at the chair screamed and fought against the strains trying and trying but failing to brake loose. They held me down and brought the knife to my arm and started marking me with the blade. I realized they were cutting in words. I started to feel the pain on my own arm and I looked down, holding it, but no blood was coming through my sleeve.

my sleeve

I wasnt wearing the same clothes that I was now, Ive never wore that before. My thoughts got cut short by pain shooting back up my forearm and I looked down to see blood seeping through my grey sleeve.

why wasnt i healing

I winced at the pain of the words they were carving into me. I must have been louder than expected because on of the doctors turned around and started walking towards the real me. I tried my hardest to move but I was stuck.

"jordyn."it said in its masked voice.

It got closer and closer to me when my vision flicker and I saw Theo infront of me , holding me up as I leaned on the wall.

"jordyn." he said , looking at me, full of panic.

I forced my gaze on him.

He grabbed my arm, trying to help me steady myself on my feet. But I quickly pulled my arm back, looking at the place where I had been carved into. I didnt see any blood, but I didnt trust my eyes.

"Bathroom." I said to Theo, racing up the stairs.

I went into the bathroom and rolled up my sleeve , putting on the faucet and washing the part where it had hurt. I washed the water go off my skin, no cut anywhere to be seen.

Theo appeared in the doorway, and gave a slightly annoyed look at the sink and my arm. He came in and closed the door behind him.

"What the hell is wrong with you ?" He whispered harshly and turned off the sink.

I sat on the edge of the bathtub, thinking for a second before his words set in.

"You were right,"I said glaring up at him,"I saw something."

He expression softened.

"I saw myself there." I said, looking down at the floor.

"What do you mean?" He asked, his voice still low.

" I mean that I saw myself there," I looked up at him," they cut something into my arm....like a message."

" What did it say?"

'defecit lupus ad experimentum'

"Do you know what it means?" I asked

"No .... but are you sure it was them?" He said, he obviously didnt believe me.

"Yes." I huffed and rolled my eyes.

   "But thats impossible." He said.

  I noticed his heartbeat going up , like panic, even as he met my gaze.

   "Whatever. I dont know what I saw." I said standing up and walking past him to open the door. It was a miracle that I didnt hear anyone woken up by us.

"Where are you going?" He said turning around.

  "Back to the loft."

   "Im not letting you drive, you just had a hallucenation."He said, now walking past me.

   "Fine Ill just ask Stiles to take me." I didnt really want to have Theo take me to the loft. Again.

   "Hes asleep. Ill take you."

    The ride there was silent as I drifted in and out of sleep. Once we got there I gathered up all my stuff and tried to open the door, but it was locked. I rolled my eyes and looked at him.

   "Are you sure your ok to go up there by yourself?" He asked.

   "Yes, Im fine."  I said as he unlocked the door.

  I got out and was about to slam his door , but stopped myself midway.

  "Thanks, Theo." I said catching those blue-green eyes one more time before closing the door.

  I got up to my room and I had one thing on my mind ,

    why didnt he believe me?

wc:818 srry for another short ass chapter :(:

🚨A/N: GUYS I NEED UR OPINION!
****would u guys get triggered if i used the hale house in this book? as if it was never burned down? or like an abandoned construction site?****

There is a part in this book that I have to use the reference for later on and I cant make up my mind.

Im also going to start to use Theos P.o.v veryy soon . im also going to put the date I actually wrote/typem this at the end of each chapter. for keeping track nd stuff.

  do u want more teen wolf? check out my teen wolf gif/imagine/prefernces book!

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