Im sorry

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I'm sorry that the art isn't as plentiful as it was before even though this is a art book but um cAn i have some of your time just so you can read this so....Am i worth it do i matter  in this world? I dont know anymore i feel suicidle but I'm Not depressed...... I dont think just dose anyone really care for me? My friends that i really cared for before niw hate me ,people insult me just to get their way, my mom has a short temper and yells at me when shes angry ,im on holiday and my dad is really drunk so he's being a huge  douche  and making me feel like im worthless ,i can only see  my real friends at school but it feels like they hate me secretly, I'm a huge douche also a cry baby and a brat ,and my only real friends that seem like they care for me are you guys here on wattpad but it feels like you hate me too.Am i wrong? No I'm right im just a bad luck charm here in this world and I shouldn't exsist i hate myself other people hate me and i just want it to be like how it was when i was younger  i was happy now it just feels like I'm a pice of garbage besides i dont matter do i? I just want help please help me thats all i ask i want help i NEED help please just i want to ne set free from this bad luck i place apon people i want  help so please just help me please

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