SFMG Too : [Opposite Attracts]

chapter one: introducing myself ashly

Ashley Kate's POV

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" i hate myself for lovin' you............. "

   " i hate myself for lovin' you...... "

hi ! im Ashley Kate Suarez ....18 yrs old and i live in BS Homes, Paranaque ....

" i hate myself for lovin' you..... "

(^____^) poker face !

ganito ako pag malungkot .... nag papatug-tog ako ng napakalakas.....

yung tipong dumadagundong  yung lugar kung nsan ako !!!

oa noh'?! wola.... ganyan ang buhay eh ,,,, but not like the other girls na LOVE SONGS ang pinapatugtog .... ako ROCKN' ROLL SONGS  :)))

to keep away the sadness.........

" i hate myself for lovin' you.......... "

gusto nyo nang kwento para nman malibang ako ... at kayo mag k-kwento ako!

3 yrs old palang ako kasama ku na yung yaya ko si yaya fe ..

divorced na yung parents ko .. they both have their own families ....

my mom want me to come with her .....  but i said no ....

she lives in america with her new family ..... ako'? i hate her ! i hate her and my father !!

tingin ko alam nyo naman kung bakit diba'??!!!

they did not even think of me ....

what will i feel of their desicion ....

ndi yatah nila naisip na masasaktan ako ..... bakit'??

ndi naman ako manhid noh !!! .....

kaya nagrebelde ako ..... sa kanila ...

@ sa sarili ko mismo......

pero halata ba nila'?? ndi naman eh ...

partida unica hija ako .....

maganda ba yon'?? for me hindi ... i want to have my own

brother's & sister's...........

siguro kung madami kame ndi nila ko iiwan nalang basta

yung pakiramdam na ...

gumising ka ng npakasaya .......

sabi ni daddy uuwi sya ng maaga ... kaya nag intay naman ako...........

sa labas ng gate .... oo dumating sya ..... pero

umalis ulit !! dala na lahat ng mga gamit nya ..............

owdiba'?? ansarap sa feeling !! ... that's why i hate them both ....

hindi nga nila ako nakitang lumaki eh ..... i was 6 years old nung iwan nila ako

but now'?? im 18 yrs old ... at nang DEBUT AKO NG WALA SILA !!!

kasi nasa malayong-malayong lugar sila .... tssssssssss (>__<)'

" i hate myself for lovin' you hoooooo....................!  "