Dirty Little Secret // Vhope

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''You know how I said...'' An intoxicated gray haired boy was cut of from his sentence by his own burp, but that didn't stop him from continuing to share his thoughts with a slight slur in his words. ''How I only think about mac and cheese when I'm drunk?''

''Yeah?'' Hoseok replied as he looked at his best friend with a raised eyebrow.

''Well I lied.'' Yoongi replied in a childish tone.

''What are you trying to tell me with this?'' Hoseok asked confused as he watched his best friend gulp down the remaining liquid that was left in his bottle.

''I'm trying to say that... I... Wait what am I trying to say? Oh shit right, yeah. I love you.'' Yoogni suddenly blurted out and hugged his best catching the raven off guard by doing so. ''If it wasn't for you and Jennie I don't know if I would be able to survive this.'' Yoongi murmured into the younger's hoodie as he buried his head into his best friend's neck.

''I love you too Yoongi. And I'm here for you, no matter what.'' Hoseok told the older as he wrapped his arms around him and squeezed him tightly.

''I miss her... So much...'' Yoongi whispered so quietly Hoseok almost didn't hear him. ''I'm scared for Hoonie... He still hasn't left the house. We moved her things into the old laundry room, he's in there all the time, he doesn't eat, he doesn't talk. Chae had to go back to school, she calls me everyday to ask how we're all doing and I don't know what to tell her about Hoonie.''

''Maybe you should get him to talk to somebody.'' Hoseok suggested.

''He won't leave the house.'' Yoongi replied with a sigh, he pulled away from the hug and laid his head onto his best friend's shoulder. ''Dad doesn't know what to do with him, the two were never really close since he only saw Hoonie on the weekends. But he and mom had a really deep bond, no wonder he is the way he is right now.''

''I remember when I used to come with you to your mom's over the weekend they really were close.''

''Yeah... He trusted her the most, he didn't tell me half the stuff he told her. I didn't even know he was getting bullied until we saw that kid trying to beat him up one day.''

''I still think we beat that kid a bit too hard.'' Hoseok replied as he replayed the memory in his head.

''He was trying to beat my brother, he's lucky I only knocked one tooth out.''

''Yoongi he was nine.''

''So what they were baby teeth anyway. Nobody beats my Hoonie.''

''Says the guy who broke his leg last Christmas.''

''He screamed 'catch hyung' I didn't know it was him I was supposed to catch.''

''I can still remember noona shouting at us as we drove him to the hospital while your dad was out on a date with your step-mom.'' Hoseok chuckled at the memory making the older do the same.

''Did you know that Chae actually refused to give us our Christmas presents afterwords.'' Yoongi told the younger making him laugh.

''Why am I not surprised.''

''And then dad came home a bit after you left, I've never heard him scream so much in my entire life.'' Yoongi added making the raven laugh.

''You and your dad both seem so calm but when you two start yelling, all hell brakes loose.'' Hoseok joked making the older nod in agreement.

''Everyone always thinks Chae is the scariest out of the three of us but she's just bossy.''

''Well you're both scary, Jihoon's the innocent one.''