IT FEELS LIKE YESTERDAY

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It feels like yesterday when you teased Me and called me ugly. You said I would never get a boyfriend telling me that no guy would want me that dating wasn't my cup of tea. You told me my breasts were too big and my face looked like a lemon because of all the pimples I had. Remember saying that i was disabled because I had brackets that I should apply for a social grant because I was a midget. I got depressed , I started dreading that awful ride to and from school , I was quiet as you threw your taunts and insults, tears streamed down my lemon like face and my small eyes were annoying and my nose too big for my ugly face. I moved away and thought my life would change thinking that I had found greener pastures but I had walked right into a severe environment that tested me .. More like you surfaced . you seemed like an angel compared to the demons I had walked into you must have had peace of mind when i was  gone there's something I never told you though the matter of the fact was at some point I was in love with you although I knew you hated the mere sight of me.
Look at me now puberty was so kind as to make my appearance more pleasant in your eyes, the hatred and disgust I saw in your eyes when I walked in had gone , for the first time I saw you look at me with love and admiration but that wasn't enough as your words have scarred me for life.

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