my Inner Thought [A Poetry Book]

have you ever

Have you ever felt worthless with no reason? Hurting and find yourself disgusting, annoyed by the reflection that stares back at you in the mirror? Self pitying yourself because of inner feelings which lack understanding?  I'm at a point in my life where I'm drowning in my tears and I'm constantly trying to face my fears. Fears which aren't really supposed to be fears as the mist on my eyes clears after a good cry I feel my throat run dry. I'm in a bubble of suffering and the cause of it is unknown to me. I wear a mask of bravery to keep up face in society but underneath the smiles and giggles my screams remain unheard and my wounds untreated just hidden, masked behind pretend happiness