Dr. R. Trager (Outlast Fanfiction)

Little Beastie

"Ah you're up" Trager said, from across the infirmary "thank god, I forgot to include that you're much smaller than any other patient I've tried shock-therapy on, the male nurse pointed out that you might die. I was freaking out shitless" he walked to her bed and stood in front of it holding a file. "So how are we? Will you answer us now?"
Lilith managed to sit up and look around, as if she was searching for someone.
"Is mother in the supermarket?" She asked
Trager looked around puzzled "uh what?? No Lilly, your mother is dead. You killed her"
"Oh no you must be mistaken, I could never kill my mother, even from beyond the grave she'll still guide me. She is eternal."
Trager was still puzzled, but he hid his confused face when another doctor walked in. Now Trager seemed upset
"Good morning Lilith, it's good you're alive" the new face stood next to Lilith's bed "I'm Dr. Wolfram, you've been assigned to me. I apologize on behalf of Mr. Trager, he had no right to endanger y-" Wolfram was interrupted by Trager aggressively giving him her file, basically slapping it on his chest
"Don't apologize on my behalf, remember your place Wolfram" Trager said, clearly irritated.
Wolfram nodded and was concerned for his life as he leaned to the side a little, away from Trager

Trager turned to Lilith, his facial expression changed, he was smiling
"I'll be checking up on you on a daily basis, my little beastie." He then turned around and exited the infirmary.

Wolfram sat on the chair a foot away from the bed, reading her file. Lilith was moving her arms and trying to understand that she was handcuffed to the bed.
Silence resided in the infirmary after Lilith stopped shaking the handcuffs, all you can hear was the sound of Dr.Wolfram's "Ahh I see.. hmm" while reading her file
As he was about to get up and motioned to the orderlies to take her back to her cell, Lilith sat up
"Excuse me, sir... I will not ask why I am handcuffed but may I at least take a shower?" She asked, politely
Everyone in the infirmary was shocked, even some variants, but their shock was to know that there was a women with them, some even became agitated.
Dr.Wolfram however was in awe. Who would've thought that the crazy pretend doctor Trager would actually figure out what to do with a derealized patient.
"Hello? Doc, may I? Cause I really reek, I have no idea how you managed to sit that close to me without vomiting" She was starting to get sick of him ignoring her
"Uhh.. yeah sure.." he signaled the orderlies and a security guard "take her to the showers first and then to her cell"
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Passing a few security doors, Lilith arrived at the showers, the orderlies went so far with that they stood guard by shower cubicle. The security guard was standing across the said cubicle, but had a good view of Lilith undressing before she closed the cubicle door and after she opened it again to receive a towel from the orderly.

The scene of water dripping from her clear milky white skin made the hearts of the men escorting her beat fast. It's been long since they've felt the touch of a female body. They all looked at each other while she was wearing the uniformed orange jumpsuit, they all had the same urge to have a taste of her here and now and no one would believe the word of a girl who is disconnected with reality.

Before they know it, she was already dressed and gave a sharp look at each and every one of them "wow, what a group of gentlemen, staring at a poor girl's ass while she cleanses herself" she laughed manically "I'm not shocked" she gave her hand to the security guard to handcuff her again "behave yourselves or I'll tell my father about you and the last time a boy whistled at me was beaten with a baseball bat beyond recognition" she said with pride while the guard's hot hands handcuffed her.

The other orderly proceeded to brush her hair, which was cut when she first arrived while being sedated.
Upon exiting the showers, lilith got a glimpse of herself on the reflection of the glass window of a security door, she has lost a lot of weight, her collar bones were protruding out of her chest, her hair grew thin and her temporal lobes were agitated red. She looked closer and turned to the orderly, the orderly understood her question without her opening her mouth but he ignored her and pushed her along the corridors back to the prison ward.
"Forgive me for bothering you the-" she was muttering before her eyes looked inside what seemed to be a laundry room.
Clothes were were piling up on 3 carts. Most of the fabrics in those carts were bloody and smeared with only god knows what, but it attracted flies.

3 step after passing that door, she froze. The orderlies pulled her but she pulled away and stood in front of the laundry room, she then turned to the orderly and the guard saying "This is not a sight to be seen, let me take care of it"
"We have people who'll take care of that don't worry, now c'mon" the guard said grabbing her arm
"No please.." her voice started to shake and crack
The orderlies joined the guard in trying to get her to move
"Please let me go.. I need to do this.. mother will be angry"
"She won't, trust me. Now move!" The guard was getting agitated, lilith started crying
"No please.. please.. My mother is one for the lashing.. please don't let her do this to me!!" Lilith threw herself to the floor pushing herself back into the wall, crying like a wounded animal.
Both the guard and the orderlies were puzzled, they were told that she was the monster, after all she killed her family. So why is this so called monster crying in front of their eyes, weak and scared?
The sound of her cries and pleadings while they tried to pull her up again attracted the attention of a male nurse who notified Dr.Wolfram.
"Let her do the laundry; there's no loss in that. Just keep an eye on her. I'm coming down right now" these were her doctor's orders which the male nurse delivered, only a bit too late.
Lilith bit the neck of one orderly who tried carrying her. His blood splattered over the hallways wall, causing the purple flowers that were put in a vase by that wall to turn red

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Lilith ended up staying awake all night doing the laundry, thinking her mother would be pleased with the sacrifice.
But her mother couldn't care less, she was dead but even when she was alive, she wouldn't have cared and Lilly was still in denial, but until when?