I Found You (Leebury)

they took my journal

Ew hate this chapter with me guys! Sorry, its cuz most of everyone's fav members are gonna huge douchebags in this chapter so i apologize. Im sorry if any of you readers find this quite offensive...

Charles pov

I let Samuel space out for a moment near the river. The breeze flowing through his hair. I watched him from afar, holding my dog. His eyes were still puffy from all the tears, he then rubbed his eyes and walked to the cabin. "are you alright, Sam?" I asked. "..positive" he- that did not sound positive. I scanned his look for a moment and I saw that his backpack was loaded. Looked a bit heavier than yesterday. "did you ditch your friends on purpose?"
He nodded. I stopped for a moment to compose of what to say to him. There my face brightened up.
"I'm proud of you, seabury. Ignore them. Those Shit-heads won't hurt you as long as I'm around"
He chuckled for a few seconds along with a tint of pink on his cheeks. "Peggy texted me a while ago... I can leave early now but.. I don't think she's very optimistic about it, about me. There goes my only social circle."

I sighed and took a hold of samuel's hand. "what did they do to you. Be honest" samuel had no choice. "Alex took my journal from my bag and the-then.. he.."
"...he"
Is he.. Samuel has anxiety attacks? Oh god, that was a little too much for him. I'm really a bad man, do something lee. I vowed to never let this man drift away from me like my old friends. "Calm down samuel.. Breathe..." I calmy stroked strands of his orange hair watching him as he closes his eyes, more tears were forming. "Pinpoint some of the things you like. Now, what do you see?"

Samuel's pov:
It was a lie. The thing i said to charles about peggy's text was a lie. Heres what really happened.As i stormed out of the group, i stopped for a moment. There i can hear some people mumbling something in an angry tone. And then once my droopy face gets to meet alex, he passed a little red book to john. My heart sank.
"That's mine!" I repeated multiple times but to no avail. John ripped one of the important pages of my diary and passed it to each of his friends. Is he okay? Alex was still mad at me. Laf looked concerned. The girls were with hercules, trying to be peace makers. And there i heared john.
He spoke aloud in his usual laud voice "seabury, are you seeing ghosts lately? You need to talk someone about this!" Angelica grabbed one of alex's papers, nose twitching. "I met charles lee today, he seemed a bit pale and his hair grew longer than expected. I never knew this day would come, that i finally get-" I inturrupted angelica. "Thats not true!"
Alex stood up "what is it then?! Self insert fanfics with dates?! You're weirder than your narcissistic boyfriend!" Hy heart was on a race. I stomped my way to hamilton and punched that fucker's face with all my hand's might. "Do you still think we're gonna be hitched?! He's going to rot in hell like you!" I didn't write much in that notebook. Just the quiet pasts of george and i when i was a fool for loving him at a young age.

After minutes of talking, peggy finally took a step and shove me away to avoid contact from alex. "STOP IT YOU TOO!" She looked at me, fire blazing hot in her eyes. "Sam i know you, are you a child?" I gulped and shook my head "THEN FOR ONCE, ACT LIKE US. BE MATURE." Alex smiled but then eliza gave him a 'don't think youre the msture one' glare. "Don't be a crybaby, here" i was so scared. I never knew that this was another side of one of the friends i trust. " do not go near me, you, alex, john, fix your attitudes!" The remaining members of the circle looked again at each other as if they also did something wrong. Peggy snatched the book from angelica. she handed me my ruined journal and more tears covered my cheeks. I did make the wrong friends. "Take it and leave. This camping trip was a terrible idea"

I regretted doing that infront of them. Everything was going so well, ive forgotten how to argue in a civilized manner. Have i become hell's animal? My hands were shaking the whole time while i was on my way to charles. I can't let this anger fester my brain. Its becoming my bad habit. I just hope that charles doesnt question this hell, im terrible at lying... I don't want to loose him too...

"Pinpoint some of the things you like. Now, what do you see?" Slowly, i shifted my head to every direction i can set my eyes upon but none of them helped me calm down then i lowered my head down, staring at charle's eyes and it stayed that way for a while. I held his hand and rested my head on his shoulder. Feeling better all of a sudden.

"One of the things you like..."
...Charles lee