*Mark's POV*
I opened my eyes and everything around me was white. "Where am I?" I mumbled. "You are in the hospital Mr. Hoppus." A mans voice said.
"What why?" I asked confusedly.
"Well Mr. Hoppus that is unknown, you kind of just passed out and Mr. Delonge found you."
Mr. Delonge. Tom..Tom found me. Him, Tom, my secret lover.
"Is Mr. Delonge here?" I asked suddenly feeling excited but still wanting to cry.
"Yes he is would you like to see him?" He asked. I nodded.
Oh Tom.
*Tom's POV*
It has now been a full week. Mark had stirred a bit last time I was with him but he ended up getting worse. I don't know what to do.
"Mr. Delonge?"
"Yes." I said while turning my head towards the voice that called my name.
"Would you like to see Mr. Hoppus?"
"Psh, what kind of question is that?" I asked with a small smile. The doctor laughed and led me to the room that I have now memorized every shape on the ceiling and every tiny detail that has stuck out on the floor.
I had a pain in my stomach and the doctor had walked away. I knocked on the door once then entered.
He had his eyes closed and I decided to touch his cold hand. I was in here a few days ago and he's still cold.
*Mark's POV*
I felt him grab onto my hand. A sudden feeling of warmth and love hit me.
I opened my eyes and there he was. He had dark circles under and around his eyes, some stubble had grown, his hair was a mess, and he looked frustrated and sad.
"Why?" I asked quietly.
"Why, what?"
"Why Jen," tears were starting to form.
"Wait what," Tom had finally lost his smile.
"Why would you want Jen over me? That's fine if you do, I just don't wanna be your side slut," I told him confidently.
"Mark, you really wanna talk about this right now?"
"Tom it's the reason why I am here." I mumbled looking at some flowers in a vase next to me.
He looked down, "I am so sorry."
"Don't be sorry. If you don't like me that's fine cause, I have nothing likeable." I admitted sadly.
"Mark, I don't want people to think I'm gay."
I bursted out laughing, "Tom, who cares if you're gay, we have fans that love us, they don't or won't care if you're gay. They'll be sad if you get married though."
Tom smiled.
"I'll break up with Jen."
"NO, don't just. I just want you to be happy that's all I want okay. This doesn't mean we're broken up though, cause I don't really mind being your side slut." I said giving him a kiss on the cheek.
"Well move over, I wrote a song."
"Oh a song." I said while moving over. Tom got into the tiny hospital bed with me and wrapped his legs around me.
"Okay, well, it's called All The Small Things," He said while clearing his throat.
I giggled.
*Tom's POV*
"All the small things
True care truth brings
I'll take one lift
Your right best trip
Always I know
You'll be at my show
Watching, waiting, commiserating
Say it ain't so, I will not go
Turn the lights off, carry me home
Na, na, na, na
Na, na, na, na, na, na, na, na, na, na, na...
Late night, come home
Work sucks, I know
She left me roses by the stairs
Surprises let me know she cares
Say it ain't so, I will not go
Turn the lights off, carry me home
Na, na, na, na
Na, na, na, na, na, na, na, na, na, na, na...
Say it ain't so, I will not go
Turn the lights off, carry me home
Keep your head still, I'll be your thrill
The night will go on, my little windmill
Say it ain't so, I will not go
Turn the lights off, carry me home
Keep your head still, I'll be your thrill
The night will go on,
The night will go on,
My little windmill." I sang. Ending it with a wink.
He smiled at me, "I remember when I put the roses by the stairs." I kissed his nose.
"Tom, I love you."
"I never stopped loving you." I reassured him.
I kissed him. I felt his warm love again. I felt his lips on mine again. The same soft taste of cinnamon and mint.
"Tom, I love you so much." He told me.
I smiled and got up to go turn off the lights.
I wrapped my arms around him and rested my chin on his shoulder. He turned on his side and I smelt his neck.
"I missed you so much, thank you for coming back." I whispered.
*Mark's POV*
I smiled and blushed a bit. Tears formed but I blinked ( c; ) them off. "I missed you to."
"Remember when you were in the hospital that one time?" I asked him. "Yeah?"
"I really liked that day."
Tom chuckled, "Yeah that's a day I'll never forget.''
I smiled.
I have my Tom now. I'll just have to, in the end, face that I will be lonely, but I will still have my best friends and create music and release an album.
I'll find a partner one day but it won't be anytime soon.
But for now Tom and I will be together. I just wish this would last forever and ever.
"Let's make this last forever."
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