Lucky || nh

Letter 14 - her last letter

Dear Niall,

This is my last letter to you.

I will never see your face again.

I decided to stop breathing.

I just can't take it anymore Niall.

I don't want to hurt you.

I don't want to hurt anyone anymore.

I know by doing this I'm hurting a lot if people.

But they'll move on with their life's.

I don't want to be a burden anymore.

I don't want to pitied anymore.

I'm tired.

This world has worn me out.

I need to let go.

I have to let myself go.

Niall, this is a very hard thing.

And I know you will get mad at me.

I am too.

I'm so mad at myself and how I let this go on for to long.

I've gotten attached.

I can't let that happen.

I want you to forget about me.

Forget the feelings you have ever felt around me.

Because I need you to let me go so I can let go.

Please, don't let this happen to you.

You deserve better.

Don't ever let yourself go.

Love Always,

Lucky