Don't Make Me Sad

At the beach, as you walk in the water you're blindfolded.

You just keep walking. You don't know where you're going. You know you're cutting deeper. Now you just keep going until you drown. Just like the blade going deep down. You want air because you're drowning.

Air is relief that's what it is.

Imagine the relief when someone get you out of the water. That's what cutting is.

Relief from all the pain you've been drowning in. Relief from all of your insecurities. Relief from your stupid relationship. Relief from the problems with your family. Relief from all of the things you're going through.

That's how it is.

That's what it's like to cut.

Sometimes you just want attention.

You thought everything will be solved by cutting yourself or killing yourself.

But it's not.

You're just making it worse.

But sometimes you just have to give up.

Because it's hard to stay lonely.

Don't Make Me Sad.