Do you know?
What it's like?
To be trapped in your own mind?
To hate yourself more than you could ever imagine?
To have nobody care?
To feel alone?
To feel empty?
To not want anything to do with the world?
To have your whole family hate you?
To cut yourself just to remember you can still feel?
To have suicidal thoughts?
To cry yourself to sleep?
To just want to shut off from the world?
To just want to end it all?
To escape by ending your life?
To take your own life because you can't take it anymore?
To care about someone only to get hurt in the end?
To rise only to fall?
To fvck everything up?
To live with so many regrets?
To ruin everything?
To take all the blame?
To feel so low?
To feel depressed?
To fake all your smiles?
To not express your true emotions?
To not do what you want?
To don't live the way you want?
To be trapped in your own lies?
To feel so lost?
To not know who you are?
To not get what you want?
To get disappointed?
To make someone who you love the most leave you and hate you?
To not have a choice?
To not have a chance to achieve your dream?
To not have everything?
To have nothing?
And you just want to disappear?
So you're going to cut,
You're gonna hang yourself with a rope.
You're gonna shoot yourself with a gun.
You're gonna drink poison.
You're gonna take all the sleeping pills inside the container.
You're gonna do everything just to end your life.
Do you know what it feels?
Because I do, and I hate it.
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Don't Make Me Sad
Short StoryI think I am Going to kill myself Maybe not today, Or next week, Or next year. But I can feel it. I will end my life In my own terms.