Addicted To You (Complete)

11. i'm fine, seriously

#Niall POV#

Here we are. X-Factor rehearsal. My heart is beating fast and I didn't see Demi yet. Simon already talked to us and I simply nodded to everything he said, not actually listening to it. We are now getting ready for our rehearsal. The music is starting. The judges are in the panel. It's like in 2010. But Demi is there. My heart is almost exploding. I'm happy but I'm angry. I'm sad but I'm excited. My second solo came out. I'm not gonna look at Demi. I have to control myself. I'm fine without her. I'm totally fine. Sh*t, I looked to Demi. I can't stop looking. She is looking at me too. Can this rehearsal end already? The music stopped and I saw Simon, Paulina, Kelly and Demi clapping at us.

-That was amazing guys.-Simon said, getting up to walk to us.

-Can I get a glass of water?-I asked, only wanting to leave that stage where I was exposed to Demi.

I could feel her staring at me. Or maybe she wasn't and I was being stupid again. But anyway I wanted to leave that place, where Demi was always in my sight. An assistant from the show took me backstage to get a bottle of water.

-Thanks.-I thanked to the assistant while she was walking away.

I opened the bottle. I was actually thristy. I drank it slowly and when someone touched my shoulder and I turned around, I almost chocked.

-Hey.-that blue hair goddess was standing right in front of me. I feel my heart beating fast and even though I'm still drinking my water, my throat is getting dryer.-Can we talk? Alone?

I continued drinking my water.

-Niall...-she took my bottle out of my mouth, spilling some water in the blue carpet.

-Look what you've done.-I said, trying to look mad at her because of the water.

-Niall...

-What?

-Let's go to my dressing room, where we can talk alone, okay?

She grabbed my hand but I shook it away. I didn't realized how mad I was with her until this moment. We were at least friends so she could have tell me about Wilmer. She was surprised with that moment. Good, she wasn't expecting that, like I was expecting Demi and Wilmer back together. I know it's not the same thing but I'm mad, give me a break.

-Niall, please...-she begged.

-If you have something to tell me, you can say it here.-I teased.

She looked around. There were assistants, producers, backstage people and some contestants. I wouldn't like to have that conversation there but I was angry and crushed. I needed something to defend myself and right now was my attitude.

-Niall...-Demi's voice was getting weaker.

I saw the boys coming back from the stage. Now I totally don't want to have that conversation in front of them. But that was my only defence. If I go to that dressing room, I'm surrending to Demi's charm. I can't do that.

-Okay, then.-Demi said, getting calm.-Well, good luck for your performance.

She walked away. Why? She surrended to me? Or she didn't had such an important thing to tell me? I felt my pocket buzzing and noticed that I had a message from Demi.

"Meet me at Starbucks at 5, we still need to talk"

When the boys came to me, I shut down the phone and put quickly in the pocket. If I was going to talk with Demi, I would like to go on my own and the boys not knowing I was with her.

-What happened with Demi, Niall?-Harry asked, placing his hand on my shoulder.

-Nothing, I'm fine. She obviously didn't want to talk so she left.

-You should go talk to her, Niall-Louis said.

Louis looks so supportive with all this Demi thing.

-Maybe I will in the day of the show...-I murmured, trying to act like I didn't care.

I think I'm gonna meet Demi at the coffee shop. We started to walk to the hotel and me and Liam started to be a little behind. Suddenly, Liam held my arm and whispered in my ear.

-I know you'll meet her but I won't tell them.

I looked to him and he was smiling. How does he know that? How does he know always everything?

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