everything I didn't say.

6.

Loving you and letting myself love you has been the most terrifying thing I've ever done.

I gave you one rule when we first go together, and that was to not fall in love with me.

Both of us knew going into this relationship that we would fall in love, both of us denying it for a while.

Both of us letting stuff get in the way. Letting things and people stay in the way for the fact of being afraid of how deep we could go into this.

I've put so much hope into you since the beginning. I've wanted you to fix me and help me since the beginning, perhaps that's part of the problem.

I want us to fix each other. I want to grow together.

I'm tired of being afraid to love you. I'm tired of being afraid to let you love me.
I just want to be with you.
I'm sorry I'm so complicated and my head is constantly moving. I'm sorry I bring problems when there are none, it's just sometimes things hurt so bad that it comes up and once it's there, there's no going back.

You said we have to use teamwork to fix this. You said if we don't then we'll lose what we've already built and that you can't lose me.

I can't lose you either.