I'm a Killer, a cold Blooded Murderer.

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Jeff's pov

 

I'm a killer, a cold blooded murderer. Why can't I kill her?! I always kill my victims with no remorse. Why not her? "Because she's special"..

"No! I'm a killer, a cold blooded murderer."

"I'm a killer, a cold blooded murderer."

"I'm a killer, a cold blooded murderer."

"My mind.. What's wrong with me?" I thrashed, shaking my head. Whenever I thought of her I wanted to see her blood washed all over me for my pleasure..covered in it.. I picture my knife piercing her skin. But then I wanted her in my arms, safe and sound.. Cherishing her existence.. I want to inflict pain on her, slowly.. I've had these images in my mind for a while..Taunting me. Why does she interest me in odd ways?

I get this feeling in my chest, whenever I look at her, whenever I hold her I feel like I never want to let go.

I hate it.

Her blood circulates through my mind, exciting me, but then I am dulled by guilt. A vicious cycle.

I paced back and forth throughout the woods, gnawing at my hands, repeating the same line.

"I'm a killer, a cold blooded murderer."

What do I want? I questioned myself to try to find answers.

I had to remind myself continuously.

"I'm a killer, a cold blooded murderer."

If I showered myself in her blood maybe I'l be content..

 

I bit my lip. Melody.. Why can't I bring myself to kill you..

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