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Thoughts from the Worthless One

Poetry

Random poetry about what I'm feeling usually pretty depressing. Some of the poetry will be about self hatred and suicidal thoughts. Might be TRIGGERING. There will be mistakes.

#crushonbestfriend #dark #depressing #insecure #insecurity #questioning #sad #selfhatred #suicidal #worthless

Elevator

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by seattle_book_lover

by seattle_book_lover

I'm stuck in an elevator

Between floors

I can't remember if I was going down,

Or up,

Maybe sideways,

I guess it doesn't matter anymore.

I'm stuck in this lift,

Alone.

I thought I new who I was,

Now convinced otherwise,

left so confused,

Moving up,

Or down,

You'd think it's a simple choice.

And yet I'm still stuck,

Between floors,

I wanna skip to the end,

To when I've made a decision,

To know,

What's true.

I can't stand this.

Everything in my past,

is now looking back at me,

Did I want to go up or down.

Did I ever know?

In a lift,

That is stuck.

Between floors,

Maybe 9 and 10,

Both were my lucky numbers,

Not anymore.

I've been trapped in this elevator,

For weeks now,

Perhaps days,

I'm not sure about anything lately like,

Why didn't I take the stairs?

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