Unexpected

Eaten up

I thought I would be fine about not telling Luke and Lacey about me and Chris but it turns out that it is eating me up inside I am about I explode at lunch.

"Zoe, are you ok come in let's go talk."Lacey says as she pulls me out if the cafeteria "Lacey I wish I could tell you what is going in but I can't I am not ready to tell you" I say "Ok I understand come on let's go finish eating before the bell rings."

I went to science and one thing I did not notice yesterday is that Chris is in my class. He hugs me and I smile and we sit down he chose to sit next to me today. With his arm around me I shoved it off and said "we keep it a secret for just a day then we can tell everybody in the school about us ok?"

I know I seem like I made the wrong move but to me it feels right. I love Chris and as much as feel guilty for not picking Luke I still feel like it was the right the right thing to do if you were in my shoes you might have done the same thing. The end of the school day comes and we go to our secret place.

"So let me get this right your friend Luke likes you and I like you and your dating me and that is why you wanted to keep it a secret?" Chris says "yes, I can't keep it from my friends any more so let's just tell everyone tomorrow." I say proudly Chris nods as we leave with a good bye kiss.