Unexpected

Here comes the hurt

The next day of school comes and I go through my first three classes so stressed about telling Luke and Lacey about me and Chris. So lunch time comes and I go the lunch table and pull Lacey and Luke out of the cafeteria and I bite the bullet and tell them.

"Lacey, remember how I was so upset yesterday.....well I am ready to tell you and Luke. I say. "ok well come out and say it." Lacey said. "Chris and I are dating again he said he was sorry and I could tell from his eyes that he meant it. This was hard for me to tell you guys but it was harder for me to keep you guys." I said. "Dammit Zoe the day I tell you I like you.... you just go to another guy and tell me a day later!" Luke yells at me "you know what Zoe come back to us when you are done being a bitch because Luke and I are fed up with you!" Lacey yells. I back up into a corner and cry. Chris finds me and cuddles me then I have to go to math and deal with Luke.

When I make to math class he looks at me with sad eyes. I look away to keep the guilt away. When I make it to science I see Chris and says "so I guess from your crying they didn't take it well" I reply "Lacey called me a bitch and told me when I am done being one to let them know." "Oh babe that's gotta hurt I'm sorry." "I told them I'm sorry but I just don't know what to do." "Don't worry about it you can hangout with me and my friends." I smile then class begins.

I hurt inside but I guess I had this coming but I would have died if I kept it from them they have to come around at some point. Maybe if I give it a month they will come around if not I will have to break up with Chris.

The next day of school comes and I see Lacey "hey I have stopped being a bitch in fact I never was one so can you just please forgive me." I say. "if you stop dating Chris we will forgive you." Lacey says. Luke looks away as if he agrees with her.

I walk away trying to stay as strong as I can I love Luke like a brother but not like a boyfriend.