LUKEIA

Fixing it All

Luke pov
I look at Leia as she looks at me. She has a smile on her face and she looks so beautiful. I want to kiss her, but that's not a choice. I don't want to break her heart and tell her that Im not ready to date her, but I also don't want to tell her that Im ready. I only have one option and that would be a lie.

"Leia what I said in the video was just a joke. I was dared to say that. I just like you as a friend like I said. It was all just a prank." I say. I want to punch myself and scream because I am breaking her heart and that makes me so weak. She looks at me and the spark leaves her eyes. I broke her heart and there is no way to fix it.

"Oh, um...I think someone called me." Leia says and with that she walks away. I feel like a jerk for telling her those things, but it was my only choice.

What have I done. Instead of fixing it all, I made it worse. I ruined our friendship, I ruined the love she had for me. I ruined us. I look at everyone and nobody looks back at me. What did I do?
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Leia pov
Its been a few weeks since Luke told me the video was a joke. Thinking about that still breaks my heart. I haven't talked to him or seen him. Its like he doesn't even care about me. I want to tell him how I feel, but the pain is too much. My heart still aches when I think of him and the cruel words that came out of his mouth, burning me like fire. It was fine with me if he didn't want anything with me, but he could of thought about our friendship. It was great before he knew I liked him, but why couldn't it stay that way?

I needed space and time. We both needed space and time. There was no fixing it all because there was nothing to be fixed. Everything was like a pile of wooden planks. To broken to be fixed by a single sorry that would mean nothing. It would only do worse because it would once again remind me of how heart broken I truly am. How broken I will always be. Like a wooden stick being stepped on thousands of times. Over and over .

Looking up to see the boy who broke my heart and Maggie was the worst. She smiled like there was no tomorrow, but he had no more sparkle in his eyes. It was as if the light from his dearly body was taken away. I want to go up to him and hug him one more time. I want to feel him put his hands around me and I want to rest my chin on his shoulders. I want there to be a fixing it all.

I want him to apologize and I want to say its okay and that I forgive him. I want to give him a second chance and look into his eyes. But looking up and seeing Maggie and him sneak a kiss just makes me realise that it was never meant to be. There is no fixing it all in this story or is there.
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Second to last chapter for this book. I am truly sad to be saying goodbye to this book as I have put my heart into it. I am so thankful for everyone who added to their reading lists and those who liked it. Shout out Lukeiathings for adding to there reading list and voting for more than 2 chapters. Once again thank you all so so so much. Much love.