mickayla p.o.v
when we got back to the house, I noticed the clock in the hallway.it said 3:30pm, so school was over. the others would be back soon, and nick would be ratted out for knocking that guy flat.i hope nick is okay about what sasha had said.i know how fragile
he is on the inside.on the surface he looks like a hardened-by-the-past teenager who cuts.on the inside, hes a train wreck.when hes upset about his mom, he'll pass me his blades and anything that he can self harm with and we'll talk all night.its like those post you see on facebook, the 'would you stay up all night to talk a loved one out of suicide' one.im worried beyond belief, and I think he's 'slipping'.I dont want to live in a world where hes not in it.i wont.
I take nicks hand, and pull him to his room.i close the door and turn to him, hugging him tightly.he hugs back tighter, as if he's afraid to let go.i know I am.
"what are we gonna do?"I sigh in exasperation, tired and too worried too keep my self steady.im letting myself slip into that 'numbness', that state that I suffered from deeply.what made me even worse than I am today. I have to keep it together, for both of us.
"I dont know, micki.i.....I just dont know." he replies, stroking my hair absentmindedly, deep in thought.
"well, I know its gonna be hard for both of us.but we are stronger than them, micki.dont let them win, dont let yourself slip again.", nick says, taking both my hands in his.
"I'll stay with you mickayla. I'll never let you go" he finished, putting a silver bracelet on my arm, with a heart made of ebony dangling off it.in white an inscription said:
cuts don't affect your beauty in my eyes
"thank...you...nick"i was utterly lost for words.
"no problem micki" he replies, kissing my lips softly.
A/N hey guys.......well I sbould be saying girls cuz I think only girks will read this.im not used to writing in this style.i orefer to having books where someone guts end up on the walls.but ima stick this through to the end, for u guys...girls. ideka right now.
thanks for all your votes, comments, and dont be shy to hit me up on messaging if youve got an idea for the book.cuz I am just winging it right now. come on, I wont bite.......
or will I?! muahhahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahaha *goes into dark corner*
nah, I wont
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troubled
Teen Fictionnick is a troubled teenager, who lost his mother and is abused by his father, who has a extreme drinking problem.he self harms, just to escape the horror of his life.one day hes sent to a childrens home when the police find out what hes going throu...
