A/N heya fellas its kane here, ur 'gay' friend from wattpad, and this is the newest chapter of troubled! btw zack is fine thnx! and luke= nick okay? I need to keep the identity a secret!
nick p.o.v.
its been about two days since zack and kane's date, and everything has been getting extremely tough for me.shes always looking at me like she knows something. It's getting extremely tough!
im in kane's house and currently watching youve been framed.
"hey luke? wanna go to the arcade with me and the others?" kane asks me, sitting in zacks lap on the sofa across from me.i nod and smile.
*20 mins later*
"hey luke, how much money do you have?" micko asks me.i show her the 50 and I put a dollar into the singing game.
I choose the song chasing ghosts by the ammity affliction.
the sog begins and I close my eyes as I sing.
Will they remember my name when I'm gone,
(When they know what I did was so fucking wrong)
Put the steel to my wrist,
lost the breath in my chest,
(Just to forget all the wrongs I had left)
I took the exit, left my friends in the gutter,
(Left my life right behind me, left myself, left it all)
Left myself, left it all, not a falter not a stutter
Not a note, and now?,(There's nothing at all)
(Are you at all haunted by memories past?Are you ready to make this one breath your last?Is your chest so heavy you're ready to leave,Or are you hoping that some one will grieve?)
And now we roll on...I'm gone now,I don't remember much,
I just know that I would have been better off if I had stayed,
spoken to a friend, (let my heart keep on beating and not given it all up)
for the grave, for the grave
There's no one on the other side there's nothing more than what I had.
there's no ghost left to haunt you so you know I'm still here,
just the end of my life nothing left here at all.
(There's no memories here, just regrets of the dead),
please don't follow my footsteps - cherish all you have left.
(Are you at all haunted by memories past?Are you ready to make this one breath your last?Is your chest so heavy you're ready to leave?Or are you just hoping that someone will grieve?)
There's no one there on the other side,(there's no one there on the other side)
There's nothing more than what I had.(There's no ghost left to haunt you)There's no memories here (memories here)
just the regrets of the dead (regrets of the dead)please don't follow in my footsteps (my footsteps)cherish all you have left.
(Are you at all haunted by memories past?Are you ready to make this one breath your last?Is your chest so heavy you're ready to leave?Or are you just hoping that someone will grieve?)
(Are you at all haunted by memories past?Are you ready to make this one breath your last?Is your chest so heavy you're ready to leave?Or are you just hoping that someone will grieve?)
I finish and everyone is looking at me, teary eyed and thinking of me.i know it.
shes crying.i made her cry with a song.i cant hide it anymore.but I have to.
I ignore it and keep on playing games at the arcade.then micki walks up to me and asks me,
" where did you learn to sing like that?"
" I always used to sing.i sing to escape myself sometimes."
she nods and plays pacman opposite me, whilst im in a virtual driving game. I win easily and move onto the left 4 dead fps game.i choose francis and keep on playig late into the night.
11:30pm
its well past closig time.but the clerk let me, kane, zack, maddie and micki stay.kandice and mason left.were all playing the left 4 dead game still and its a complete riot.
" fuck, its a tank!" I scream, slamming down on the trigger button.
when it turned midnight we all left for home.me and zack left to the hotel we were staying at.
god, that was fun!
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troubled
Teen Fictionnick is a troubled teenager, who lost his mother and is abused by his father, who has a extreme drinking problem.he self harms, just to escape the horror of his life.one day hes sent to a childrens home when the police find out what hes going throu...