So this isn't really a story. There is guy that I like and I hadn't talked to him in a really long time. Like 2 years. Out of the blue my nan ended up working with his mum. So they came over for a BBQ and me and him caught up. His name is beau.
So I found out he was actually going to banksia. For a year. We were at the skatepark down the road and he got a phone call. It was his mum. She had just received a call saying it had been arranged. I wanted to cry there and then but it wasn't the right place. I mean it not like he's my boyfriend. I want him to be, but he's not. We were at hungry jacks yesterday when I said I had no friends. His reply. You have me. I said your not a friend. I don't know who you are anymore. Your an acquaintance. He said no I'm not I'm your best friend. Here to talk to even at 3:00 in the morning. Even if I'm sleeping. I said fine. One day I'll hold you up to that. And tonight I did. And maybe he is an acquaintance cuz he didn't answer me. A dark scary thought of depression came into my head so I messaged him. This was his reply
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See in the bottom how he hasn't read it. He left me on seen once I started to get emotional. Great friend right. But yet I still cry when I think of him going. After not seeing him or taking to him for over 2 years I finally got him back. And I thought I had more time with him. But I don't. And I'm loosing him again. He said I will never loose him yet I can feel it already and he gets locked up Wednesday.
I'm empty and broken and it sucks. All I want is him and he isn't going to be here.
