The Bad Boy's screams

He's fading

Seeing you slowly getting away from me.
Seeing you slowly interested in someone else.
Seeing you slowly fading away

Seeing all these things just makes me lose breath slowly.
Makes me insane.
Makes me want to lose myself Makes me want to drag you down with me.

"Stop staring at him!" Eliot whispers in my ear as I shamelessly stare at Azazel from our lunch table.  He smokes a cigarette while talking to his girl of the month.

I didn't feel good about that. The way they were making out, it made me want to go over there and drag that bitch away.

Breath

I need to calm down. He isn't mine. And he isn't hers. He doesn't belong to nobody.

"Can you stop " Eliot said throwing a dried out fry at me. I glare at him.
"Fuck off" I said showing him my middle finger.

"Why Am I even friends with you?" he asked looking up at the ceiling.

"Because I'm your best friend " I said grinning at him before hugging him from the side.

"Yo Nate my man" Jordan comes up to me. He gives me a punch in the arm.

"What's up bro?" I ask standing up.
"Do we have practice today?" he asked.
"Yeah man. The coach left me in charge " I smirked at him. He knew what was going to happen at practice.

"You're the best bro " He grinned at me before walking away.
"You're going to get in trouble" I heard elliot mumble.

"Nah it never happens" I patted his head sitting down. I immediately look over to him.
He was now kissing her.

"Stop torturing yourself" Eliot mutters wrapping his arms around me.

"I can't …" I whispered. He kisses the side of my head, which is a affection he never showed before. Considering elliot was an asshole.
"That's what love does to you" He said against the side against of my head.

"I love him so much" I whisper.  He leans in and kisses her. Almost softly.

Almost

"He's not gay, Nathaniel" Eliot said shaking his head.
"How would you know that" I ask him.
He gave me the'Are you blind' look while cocking  his head to the couple who were flirting.

"Just let it go " I mutter pushing him away.
Eliot rolls his eyes and continues to eat.

He wasn't gay? I think not.

If he isn't gay then who is the bad boy who stole my first kiss ?

I could see it all in front of me again.

"Oh my god! Did you see me!?" I squeal jumping on my bed. Azazel just stood there looking at me with a blank expression.

"Did you see how Fast I ran!?" I scream. I had won today, first place in the school's track competition.

"Yeah I saw you " he said chuckling walking closer to our bed, our.

"I won first place! But …" I trailed off looking at him sadly. I fell on the bed with my ass, I folded my legs underneath me.