Autumn's beauty

655 24 9
                                    

He was just as deadly as Autumn's beauty.

''After school we should go on an adventure.'' I whisper into Azazel's ears, as we sit in the library. He groans before nodding. I bite down on my lip so a chuckle doesn't escape me. He continues doing his chemistry homework. I stare at his neck, as he leans his head down a little further to read the extra small letters. I scoot a little closer, too close and inhale his scent. And he notices because he stiffens. I kiss his neck, biting down a little, before I fully start sucking on his soft skin. He moans lowly before taking a deep breath and moves back to stare at me.

''Can you stop! We're in the library for god's sake.'' He scolds me, I roll my eyes giving him an unexpected peck on the lips. ''How can I stop if you're seducing me? Rolling up your sleeves showing me these muscular arms then showing me this creamy neck?'' I whisper nipping his bottom lip.

''Why are you so horny? Huh?'' He says in annoyance, but I can practically hear the teasing in his voice. He moves his chair further away from mine, creating a distance I don't like, and points between us. ''You stay there with your feverish behavior and let me get this done. I'll take care of you later.'' He says.

I pout and make grabby hands at him and he shakes his head. ''Being cute won't work on me.'' I glare at him before standing up making my way out of the library.

He wanted peace, I'll give him just that. ''Stupid boy...doesn't know how much I want him.'' I mutter. I walk to a three and sit there, he'll find me here. I close my eyes and breathe out.
What was wrong with me? Why was I acting like this? I craved his attention and wanted more. This wasn't me. I wasn't this thirsty.

''So little dove throwing a tantrum and then you run away from me?'' I hear his voice break through my train of thoughts. I don't open my eyes. I hear him sit next to me and feel his body warmth.

''Tell me what you want little dove? Hmmm? Want my attention that bad?'' He whispers leaning so close I feel his breathe against my cheek. I gulp down, very visibly and loudly, making him chuckle. I open my eyes and he smiles at me patting on the space between his legs. I quickly take the chance to do so.
I wanted to be wrapped up in his embrace. I sit between his thighs and lean against him.

''It's so cold....'' I mutter. ''Then why are you out here? You know it's autumn.'' He scolds me wrapping his arms around me, pulling his legs up to protect me from the chilly air. I snuggle up into him, putting my face into the side of his neck, nearly in the crook of it.

It's quiet until he starts speaking. ''It's so beautiful...'' He whispers into my hair. I frown...my hair was pretty? But my heart told me he wasn't talking about my plain black hair.

''What is?'' I ask curiously. He points at the leaves around us then to the sky. ''Autumn is beautiful.''He answers.

''Maybe...I don't know. I like spring.'' I said, sighing when he strokes my hair. ''Even the seasons show the difference in our personality.'' He chuckles. I shake my head, looking up at him. ''What do you mean?'' I ask. He stares down at me, bumping his nose with mine.

''Why do you like spring?'' He asked. I look at him. What type of question is that?
''I like spring because everything grows anew and it's beautiful. It's lively.'' I explain to him. ''Exactly. And I like autumn because it's so beautiful even when everything is dying.'' He whispers the last few words.

''You're lively and I'm deadly.'' He whispers. ''Stop it...'' I mutter turning around to look in front of us.

He was right, Autumn was beautiful even when everything's dying. Autumn's beauty was deadly.

''Come on. Let's go for an adventure.'' He said patting my thigh.

Adventure. A code. A code to run away from reality.

Knock.

Knock.

Knock.

I sit up rubbing my eyes, yawning in the process as Azazel makes his way into my room.

"You're late." I whisper when he comes and lays down on my bed.

"Yes my dad's drunk and he was going to hit my mother so I defended her but she got mad and they both....just...let's not talk about it." He says stroking back my hair to stare at my eyes, in the dark.

''I'm so glad it's weekend." I whisper falling back onto the bed. He immediately lays down beside me, hugging me.

"I'm not." He grumbles.
''Why not? We're free from school." I say.

He laughs and shakes his head.
"You'll never get it."

"Tell me!" I demand.
He shakes his head.
"No..I won't when you're older you'll known the answer.''

I was about to argue with him but he's already talking.

"Let's go on an adventure." He says.
''What the fuck!?" I ask.

He slaps my ass making me yelp. "Watch your obscene language.'' He scolds me. I roll my eyes.

"Okay daddy." I mutter.

He starts laughing, stuffing his face into the pillow to muffle it.

"What's so funny?" I ask when he stops laughing.
''Did you just call me daddy?" He asked.

"Yes cause you're acting like my da-"
''Stop don't say it. I know what you mean. You're so innocent for someone who's sixteen. '' He said letting out another chuckle.

"Come on let's go take a walk. I want to take a walk with you.'' He said standing up from the bed
I look over at the nightstand to look at the time.
"It's ten o'clock! Are you crazy!?" I hissed.

He shrugs but gives me those puppy dog eyes.
"It's autumn. I want to go for a walk with you. We'll walk on the path of mister braxter and then we'll go and sit where to stroke is." He said.

I hesitate. Because it's quite late.

"I'm going to be there for you. I'll hold your hand." He said reaching out his hand for me.

I put my hands in his without hesitation now.

"Come on let's go for an adventure." he whispers.

But what he meant was something totally different.  He wanted to escape reality by going somewhere far away from here with me. Even if it was just a few miles away.


Who knows why Azazel doesn't like the weekends?

The Bad Boy's screamsWhere stories live. Discover now