Clarissa's Suicide Note

School Day

Time: 8:49  

I enter the school building next to Melanie. Now this is where you guys come in, and don't  you dare think "not me", because it's most of you. You cold hearted bastards. Julieta, Adrian, Daniella, and Laura. You only stare this time, because you wouldn't dare insult me around Melanie. I just stare at your little group before returning my gaze down the hall. "Mel, im'a go look for Alinsan to go get breakfast."

"Mkay, i'll see you at lunch." We waved each other goodbye and I rush down the hall and enter a staircase to the right. Once I reach the top I see Alinsan running through the hallways.'

"Oi, mate!" I yelled to her.

"Clara-chan!!!" She turned her head and ran to me and trapped me in a hug. The motion of her running forcing us down to the ground.

"Ouch... Alin-san go to breakfast with me." I hurried to stand up and made sure no one saw that. I grabbed her stuff and forced her to go to breakfast with me. '

"Hey! Wait for me!"

In case you didn't know, Alinsan was a little ball of crazy. She had dark brown hair, almost black. Her eyes matched her hair color and she had tanned skin. I was 5"4 and she was a mere 5"1. I am skinnier than her, but she wasn't fat either. She was more chubby. We shared many secrets, one of which if I put here than you can insult her about it, and guess what? I'm not fucking having it.

Anyway, we make our way to the cafeteria and notice the line is about to close. "Dude, hurry." I fast walked to the line, forcing my way through some people throwing away they're trash. Alinsan was quickly behind. We made it before the line closed and got our breakfast. Luckily they were serving pancakes and syrup that day.

"Dude, we got the last ones!" Yelled Alinsan.

"Yes, I realize that you dildo."

"Did you just call me a fucking dildo bitch?"

"Mayybeee." I smirked and she laughed.

"You're a fucking hoe you know that?" She remarked back at me.

"Yeah, yeah I know."  I stuck my tongue out at her.

So far my morning was pretty good, but guess who all up and motherfucking ruined it?

I felt someone pull my hair behind me, followed by laughter. I didn't bother to turn around until the third time.

"Can you not." I turn to see it was Julieta and her fucking crew. That includes Daniella, Laura, Samantha, Audra, and Amelia. I hated them all, all of them so fucking much. I used to be friends with Amelia, but then Julieta took her from me and she joined their little clique. I was so heartbroken... I really liked Amelia, and she was someone I actually considered a friend, and what did you do? You took her from me, just like you took my dignity, my courage, my VIRGINITY, and MY OWN FUCKING LIFE.

WHY? WHY DID YOU HAVE TO DO THAT? What did I EVER do to YOU? Please tell me, explain it to me in great detail, because I don't fucking understand. I'm flipping crying as I write this, because I don't understand. I really don't. If someone could help me understand why you do these things to me, then maybe I could have stopped it...

I think this is how I was always destined to die, by my own hands. I can imagine it now... The gun being pressed against my forehead, my finger slowly taking the saftey off, and then...

BAM. Dead.

I bet you'd like that wouldn't you? Seeing my dead, bleeding limp body on my bed. Lifeless and souless, I shift into a ghost then haunt you for the rest of you're life. You'll never be able to have children, because i'll kill them and the mother or father. I'll murder all of your loved ones in cold blood, and watch as you cry for me to stop and begging my forgiveness. It's too fucking late for that though, you shouldn't have done that to me... Well can't do anything now can I?

I'm getting way too off track, back to what you were doing.

By the way, in case you didn't notice, this first part is about you Julieta. Hope you're horrified by your own actions.

Anyway, you replied with "What are you gonna do about it fucking fag?"

Let's recall what I did shall we, I drank some of my milk, then threw the contents in your face. You were so pissed, but I laughed very loudly. Everyone in the cafeteria stared, and pointed and laughed at you. I ate the rest of my breakfast then left with Alinsan. She was laughing along with me the whole entire time. "Dude that was cool and all but, do you really think you shoulda' done that?"

"It'll be fine" I tell her, smirk wide on my face, and we head off to homeroom...

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AUTHORS NOTE

SORRY GUYS I DIDN'T EDIT THIS I WANTED TO GET THIS OUT ASAP.

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