*winter* Its been 2 weeks since me and Jahseh first kissed. I not sure if I love jah but I can feel it. Tomorrow the guys are going on tour and they asked if we could go so everybody is going basically. Today I got to finish packing and I'm almost done.
"Ok so clothes check hair supplies check makeup and facial appliances check toothbrush check mout-"
I was interrupted by knocking on the door.
"Oh my fucking god."
I went downstairs and flung the door open to reveal Jahseh standing in the doorway.
"Wat the fuck jah it's 10 at night."
He wasn't even listening he jus walked right past me and went to the kitchen. I walked tot he kitchen and I seen Jahseh eating my food in my refrigerator.
"Wat the hell id wrong wit u Jahseh!"
I came closer and I could smell the liquor on him so I know he was jus drunk. Jah was stumbling around so I took him upstairs and flung him on my bed. He was passed out so I took off his shirt since it was hot. As I was taking off his shirt he pulled me down and started to kiss me. I tried to get out of his grip but I jus gave into the kiss. He flipped me over to where he was on top of me and he started to take off my clothes. We was jus kissing and taking off each others clothes until we were both in our under wear. When Jah tried to take off my bra that's when I realized wat we were doing was wrong.
"Stop stop this is wrong." "No it's not I want u and I want u badly." "U do?" "Yea I been wanting u since I seen u now I think I love u." " is this drunk talk or real talk?" "Real talk baby I wanna love u and marry u and I want u to have my kids."
I was surprised wit all the things Jah was saying to me. I can't believe he loves me.
"Well when u have the courage to ask me to be ur girlfriend then I'll give u all of me until that then all I can do is kiss u."
I kissed Jah goodnight and I got up to finish packing. After packing I checked the time and it was 2 in the morning. I was irritated so I went to get in the bed. When I got under the covers Jah wrapped his arms around me and pulled me closer as dug his face in my neck.
"U smell good." "Why r u still up?" "I can't sleep I need someone to cuddle wit." "Goodnight boy." "Goodnight princess."
As I drifted to sleep All I heard was 'goodnight princess I love u'
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Sorry this chapter was so short but I had to cause of the next part coming up
Anyway sorry for not updating a lot but imma try
Right now I'm having family issues and my mom is going thru a rough time so I'll try my best to update when I can