Broken soul[xxxtentacion](completed)

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•2 1/2 months later•

*winter*
It's been 2 months since me and jah started dating. After our little encounter I've been feeling really weird. I been nauseas throwing up to the smell of my favorite food I eat anything that I see and I eat thing I don't like and don't get me started on my weight. I've been gaining weight like crazy. Arni and them suggested that I was pregnant but I couldn't be it was jus impossible. I didn't believe it until today.

I was watching my favorite season of empire when I felt like I was bout to throw up. I hurried up and ran to the toilet. All day I've been throwing up and I haven't stopped since. When I got done I cleaned up the toilet and around it to I brushed my teeth and got in the shower. After I got out I got a missed call from Jah so I called him back to see wat he wants.

"Hello"
"Hey baby"
"Don't hey baby me I called u 1 and u didn't pick up u had me worried sick"
"I was throwing up 1 and 2 I took a shower after so watch who u talking to x"

I only call him x when I'm getting mad

"Ok ok I'm sorry but isn't that ur 10 time throwing up in the past couple months"
"Yea baby I'm worried"
"Don't be I'm on my way I'll be there in 10 minutes wit a pregnancy test ok"
"Ok bye love u"
"Love u more"

I'm really scared now. I'm only 18 and imma bout to turn 19. I think I'm to young to have kids. I planned on having kids at the age of 20-21 not 18 going on 19. All I have to do is pray and hope I'm not pregnant.

~15 minutes later~

I was laying down on the bed when Jah came rushing in the room like I died.

"Baby u ok how the baby is ur temperature ok"
"Bae I'm fine I'm not dying"
"Ok but here's ur test"
"Ok let me do it right now"

As I was going to the bathroom Jahseh was following me.

"I'm doing this alone."
"Ok ok damn." Jah said throwing his hands up in surrender.

After wat seemed like hours of waiting for me to pee I finally peed. On the box it said I have to wait 10 minutes for the results. I put the test on the counter and washed my hands. When I came out the bathroom all I heard downstairs was bumping loud music and laughing. I walked downstairs and I seen Jah ski wifi pump Arni kayla and a couple new people. When I walked in everyone's eyes were on me.

"Wat"
"Congrats girl we know bout the baby"

I glared at Jah and he smiled and gave me 2 thumbs up.

"Well there might not be a baby nobody knows but who are they" I pointed to the group of new people.
"Oh this is scar lxrd trunks and tripping red guys this my baby girl"
"Hey shawty" the boy wit the red dreads said to me.
"Ok but those girls"
"U don't remember me" the girl wit the purple hair said.  I looked at her closely and then I remembered her.
"Jada-Kay oh my god it's been so long and wait is that Naomi my god I missed u guys!"
"We missed u to" Naomi said laughing
"Wait were is nee and CJ?"
"CJ is not our friend and nee is sad cause Emily broke up wit her." Arni said wit her arms crossed against her chest.
"Aww poor nee we going to see her one day and wat did CJ do."
"She tried to fuck ski knowing he was my man I beat her ass and I told her to leave." Arni said getting mad.
"Damn bestie next time call me so I can beat her ass to cause she been trying to get ski for the longest now."
"I know."

We were having a good time getting to know each other more and having fun. I checked the time and I ran upstairs cause I forgot about my pregnancy test. When I read the results I screamed. Jah and them came running up the stairs.

"Baby wat happened u ok"
"I-I'm pr-preg-pregnant" I said barely getting the word out.

Everyone started to cheer and clap. Jah came over and hugged me. I put on a fake smile even though I didn't want the baby. Jah said we're going to the doctor tomorrow so we can confirm that I'm pregnant. I don't know if I want to keep the baby or not but all I know is that serious stuff bout to go down tomorrow.